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Sunday, October 30, 2005

another perfect saturday.

movie cancelled cos we met too late.went to get his birks at wheelock straightaway. he was satisfied with his purchase duh.haha...den it was shopping ard,looking for clothes.i caught sight of a really nice jacket from forever 21.but i forgot all about it till i was at cityhall.no way am i going back to town to take a second look at it.it was the last piece already.sighs.but i kinda like it quite alot...its only $33.

anyway,dinner was yoshi for me at cine.my craving since last week.haha.he had lunch buffet earlier on,so no dinner for him.head to suntec for more shopping around.den to starbucks for a drink.green tea frap as usual.=) den end up walking ard again and head home at 10plus.

oh ya.i wanted to be dress-y ytd.u know like clad in a really nice top,with heels and all.i end up with a polo tee,jeans and sneakers.supposed rolled up jeans ended up back to normal cos i felt too weird.lols.

today was the usual.my hp bill reached the lowest amount since one year plus ago.i have no idea why.grins.but im happy.cos i was still worried that it will be too high this month and i dunno where to get the moolah...but but...im lucky this month.whew~

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Friday, October 28, 2005

the pictures on the wall at my study area.haven been putting up more pics for a really long time. soon soon i guess.

my ultra messy "study table".its has never been a place for me to study.ever since dunno when.haha! the green board is supposed to be a place to hang my earrings.but im too lazy half the time,so most are on my table.no wonder i cant seem to find some of them sometimes.geez.

my study table in the living room.wonder how i do it right.haha.with the tv and all.i also dunno how.worse still,look at the top left corner.the remote is there,which means i can on/off as and when i like and change the channels as i like.

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woke up at 10am.opened my letterbox and received a pair of earrings and bracelet.wee! haha. pretty things.oh ya,last night before i slept,i went to the kitchen to get a sip of water.before i walked out,i caught a glimpse of a plastic bag on the table.guess what?! its royce chocolate plastic bag! so i hurried back to open the fridge and saw the box lying inside. so happy but i decided to eat it the next day. *beams*

so just now i wanted to eat it.but its still wrapped up,cldnt decide if i should open up and eat it or wait till someone open it.in the end,i cant be bothered and took one.perfect.it melts in your mouth.haha! anyway,today is most prob gonna be doing some studyin and projs.hopefully.less time spent online.its so hard lah.geez.

oh ya yanz.finally we are clubbing soon.haha...oops! i got to call u in abit. =)

;11:55:00 AM

Wednesday, October 26, 2005

suffering from incessant amount of stress right now.by right,its been there since the past two weeks or so.thanks to the "nice friends" of mine.constant whinings make me go crazy.

i miss ahem.3 more days till seeing him again.i'll be all smiles by then.i miss the nice dinners which he'll bring me to.sobs.all the reservations he need to do beforehand made me feel important in his life.im a sucker at those small things which he does k.including those from my friends,like a message or call means alot to me.when i say alot,it means ALOT.i miss the heading out with no apparent destinations in mind,just walking around, chatting non stop in my own world.seriously.i dun think he remembers half the stories/gossips which i tell him.lols.cos its like soo many every week.grins.i miss walking halfway and i just go like,"eh,wait!! can i go in and see pls?" i miss studying at the country club with him.where he has to sign me in every single saturday when we go there.which actually serves no purpose cos u just need to lie abit and u can get in on ur own.haha...i miss the occasional free dinners we have at the club cos he put it to his dad's bill.lols.its pretty much like going there and have free food.haha...im such a dork today.

i got to sleep soon.got to have 8hrs of slp tonight.hopefully.

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a way to kick off my day was to walk around my place aimlessly early in the morning.i only went to bed at 2.30am.yawns.can hardly sleep soundly cos i think i was too "awake".so i end up tossing and turning in bed.falling alseep here and there.i still wake up feeling alright-ey.lessons from 9am to 5pm.thank goodness the make up lecture was pushed forward for that 1 hour.yes,only for that bloody one hour but better than nothing yea.

supposed studying ended up chatting.boo to me.im gonna sleep early tonight,so no more surfing online in likean hr's time.i need to get down to work.no school at all next week! yes! AT ALL.its a bloody 10 days holidays startin this fri... ho ho ho.get green and jealous and all.but guess what.i have tons of projs that need to be done.tons was an exaggeration,but its still quite alot.sighs. sera asked to do a part time job.but its at shenton way,3times per week,we choose the days ourselves, 6.30pm to 9.30pm... i cant decide.but most prob giving it up cos she and frens have decided to work on every tues, wed and fri.but i end school early on tue and wed u see.sighs. i hate this.would love to work with her,doing our fair bit of catching up and bitching.

many meetups next week.ive got to start saving some moolah.im effing running on a cash deficit. seriously deficit man.goodness... im tryin to stop buying stuff for 2 weeks.i hope i can stop.lol.

eh best friend! im really sorry for turning down YET another clubbing night today.it really sounds tempting,but u know the reason why.now i need to save up for our chomp chomp date. lols.i love you always! see you soon babe.

yanz darling! maybe we meet for lunch next week k? i call you again soon.major catching up with you and maybe yunx if she can make it.its been ages since i last met her.haha...

oh ya malcolm liang.thanks for the invite out of singapore.haha.but i dun think i can get out of singapore u see.haha.dun tell me u're going next week or sth,u're supposed to meet me kaes?! lols.call me soon. =)

;8:25:00 PM

Monday, October 24, 2005

its scary how people change at times.not that im saying i dint.but the feeling just leaves you creeping underneath the blanket at night.i have nothing much to say to you anymore.we cant communicate much.end of story.

was reading van and aim's blogs.i can totally relate to what they mentioned inside.esp aim's.just feel really glad that im not the only one who feels this way.insecurities does creeps me out.im a girl mind you.

school was such a bore.zilch connection with anybody.by the way,please for goodness sake.stop asking people to help you do shit stuff alrights.im not talking about one person.its like 2 or 3. sheesh.you think everyone is like an angel guiding you,holding you and leading you towards the correct path is it? WAKE UP! fuck nyp-ians.

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decided to write something before i go to bed.-grins

sat was spent with ahem.turned down a date with my girlfriends and clubbing at night.sorry to all. =( lovely saturday i would say.back to the usual gossiping,chatting,movie and dinner date with him.opps! i should cancel out dinner cos i din eat anything.fish and co looks tempting but my appetite grew smaller you see.yup.so only had yoghurt. =)

today is home-y day.basically,almost all my sundays are at home lah.a day to catch up on my sleep and do my work.but neither was done much.-hides. was busy watching tv and surfing ard. and a funny incident happened an hr ago.was messaging ahem,den he said he's going to sleep already.so the contents of the message were the usual good night plus stop your online shopping (the only reason why he wld say tt was cos i whined abt too many temptations online) and try to do my work or something lah.so i read it and deleted away.then,a new message came and it says' "help me check out the price of a dell computer online. thanks!" i was like laughing away cos he asked me to stop and yet requested to help him check out something. speaking of that,i haven done it yet. lols. shall leave it to tmr then.

school is at 10am tmr.lucky...more time to sleep.smiles.

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Friday, October 21, 2005

its a friday.finally.the long awaited weekend is here.and thank god that now i have a much longer one,cos of the lovely time table nyp gave my class.this is currently one of the things which i like about nyp.haha...im broke once again.its nearing the end of oct.which means hp bill coming. sighs...im damn sian even tho there are tons of projects awaiting to be done.yea,i know its the first week of sch only.but guess what.the school is dumb as in for marketing management.i have one proj due on 4nov and another on 7nov.wth.it doesnt make sense.its either they combine both and let us hand in on 7nov, or just extend the dateline for the latter.

i foresee my thursday night to end at 9pm on the dot.cos my tutor is a part timer and he's new. ytd was supposed to be intro and briefing.i think almost all of us expected it to end at latest 7.30pm.NO! it din.he continued on and on and even went on to some parts which were not taught in lectures yet.we told him and he was like,"its okay" goodness.i want to go home you know.and he din give us a break in between as well.boo...

super hungry now.i haven had any proper meal since ytd.sighs.most prob gonna be ljs later on. my fav.got to go now.updates again later.

;11:54:00 AM

Wednesday, October 19, 2005

eh best friend.your last entry was sucha sweet post.-smiles- i know you'll never forget your first valentine's day gift from me.or issit friendship day gift? haha. anyways,thanks so much for all your presents as well.dun worry,i'll give you yours when i get some money you know. grins.give me a call when you need anything k. love love.

anyways,i step out of house this afternoon,wanting to open the letterbox.and the weather was just so perfect.i practically stood outside for a few secs feeling the wind breeze past me.u know those kind of chilly chilly day when all you want is just your guy/girl right beside you. obviously i was thinking of you.i miss you.

;8:39:00 PM

Tuesday, October 18, 2005

just had an hr and half of conversation with best friend. haha.its been a long time. haven seen her for ages. yes? soon soon. sorry for turning down tmr's date.lols. clubbing seems tempting, but the next day i still got school. so yea lah. =( i miss you. shopping again soon,and chomp chomp as well.im gonna persuade my parents to go so they will pay for it. trying hard...

school started for 2 days.been alright.tiring tho.not used to it yet. haha... going to stick to my late night studying once again. it seems tougher this sem,with the addition of more modules. sighs. i hope everything will be manageable.

;10:08:00 PM

Sunday, October 16, 2005

steamboat last night. fun and great. thanks to all who turned up. =) daddy fetched himself for some dinner,followed by sis taking over and wanting to drop mum at suntec and me at marina bay. ended up dropping us at cityhall cos she have no idea how to go to marina bay. lols.

thanks to the special someone for that short company. love.

today's been a rainy day.had a good sleep just now.yawns! school officially starts tomorrow. uh-huh. been looking forward to it. la-dee-dum...

anyways,i need new bag for school. im gonna take a look at the amount of lecture notes i need everyday, den hunt for one that fits in. haha! and guess what?! i think by the time i managed to find one, the semester is ending already. boo!

managed to stop myself from getting this cute tee ytd.anw,i think its a tad too small as well, but i love the design. shrugs... got to wait for some moolah to come in first. dun ask me from where. im just hoping it will drop from heaven or something. lols. kidding...

oh no! ive got to start digging out all my pens and pencils and A4 pad and whatsnot for the new sem! soon soon. i hope to see familiar faces in the lecture theatres tho. so i can have more gossips and new friends to sit around with. but but.i guess i'll still be sticking to me side seats as usual.

got to get new sweater/jacket for school as well. grins. been looking for it online. but! everytime i have the money, the price is damn high. urghs. so you know the next thing will be i use the money to buy something else, and tada! someone will be selling it at a lower price. geez...

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Saturday, October 15, 2005

thanks for lying to me you bitch. to think you're ** years old already, complaining about others cos they cant think properly as they are still young and all. boo! u're indeed wrong cos everyone thinks you're the childish one. -chuckles

dun take people for granted please.we helped you before doesnt give you the right to lie to me and give me some f*ck up excuse which i dumb-ly accept. yea.i was dumb enough to trust u tt bloody excuse.

new sem is startin next mon.gonna study hard. =) eileen! dun forget all the promises.lols!

btw,jinwei called all the way from malaysia on thu night.so glad.i love phone calls from close friends. -smiles- come back soon to visit us kaes.and i'll be awaiting goodies from you after you goes to aussie next yr. grins.

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Thursday, October 13, 2005

i was really bored just now.so i went to friendster.a place which i hardly goes nowadays. so was just looking through the testimonials. gosh.i miss sec sch once again. people like sera leaves testimonials which touches me all the time.

Adapted from Thiam Peng:
tiz criz... my wonderful fren frm secsch! always seem 2b tiz admiratn 4 her ard sch,b4 i knew her... then aftr i did,can undrstan why... coz shes gr8! a top sprinter who always kept the 2nd best 5m away,ha... n pro netballer as well... our captain... hot gal 4 a rockin sch,til she decided 2 pursue anothr path... gd luck 2 all ur future endeavors ya?my dear fren... stay ur always chirpy n cheery k?bt dun always hide ur sorrows behind it... can come 2 mi ya?dun disappear hor! n muz tel mi if uve settled down n let some1 take tiz pretty chick... luv ya!

tell me.how many guys will leave a msg with luv ya at the end.

maybe you encounter many.but definitely not me.thats why i treasure every small thing which my friends did for me. many love to sera,aimee,bevie. my girlfriends always. huishan and peiling for being the nicest netball mates. nee,cher,jill for being my mum and aunts in sch. davson, thaimpeng, jason, zhenyang, leeyong, chun, chalven and shaun for being the guys who hang ard with us most of the time. yupei for being the nicest girl to lend me her work all the time, and not forgetting the planning of events. many thanks to you guys. love muchos.

;11:29:00 PM

cheers to the last day of attachment in school tomorrow.you have no bleeding idea how happy i am.i seriously am.suffering from the intolerable nonsense n-y-p put me into.you know the feeling of getting so bored of school at times, you really wonder do you even fit in to the community, or maybe its just a signal for you to move on in life and quit school. i will not dismiss the fact that i thought of withdrawing from n-y-p before, all because i cant stand everything that is happening around me. alright, that was only for a period of time.

anyways, im supposed to be happy and joyous now,what the hell am i talking about.

on a lighter note,saturday's dinner is somehow confirmed. so peeps! here's the details once more. you all should have received an email from carolyn by now.

Date: 15 October 2005 (Sat)
Venue: Marina South Steamboat (Chong Pang)
Place/Time to meet: 6.15pm at Marina Bay MRT station, then we'll take a bus down.
Latecomers: Meet at the place itself
Theme: Please be dressed in a STRIPED tee.

char:i'll call you soon to see when to go chomp chomp k.
yan: update ur blog pls.pao pao soon.

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Tuesday, October 11, 2005

todays been great.i finished up all my reports and tada! free the whole day. apparently,some people just got the stucked up attitude.which no one can be bothered as well. -roll eyes

down with cough.that little bit.i thought i got dengue.laugh out louds. thanks for all the assurance from friends. lovelove. and stop all that nonsense about me being a spoilt brat/girl. groundless accusations leads to showing everyone your "defects", which is being jealous over something so damn blardy small, plus it wasnt even true at all. and the fact that you are asking senseless questions makes us think how "highly" and "smart" of you. *coughs* i think i meant how dumb you are. -chuckles

i know criticising people doesnt get me anywhere,since you started it, lets all get into the fuck-him/her-lah-im-gonna-write-about-it-in-my-blog. haha...

tomorrow, the new batch of students will be here.i hope it will be good.or rather the batch that comes to the gym are the okay ones. not the stucked up or think he/she is cool kind. cut the crap and be dressed in your sw tee and shorts and get ready for the hell lot of work that needs to be done.

yayys! i finally found the cute tee online.thank god. whew. cos the one i bougth doesnt fit me, so was looking and asking around for a bigger one. and being a lucky b*tch, someone emailed me and said she has it. lalalalalalalalala... also,she's letting it go at a cheaper price. alright. its only that little bit lah. haha...

i want to go to the beach soon.maybe next fri.since i haf no school on fri!!! double joy for today. cant confirm it yet tho.its been sucha long time since ive been there. everyone seems to have visited sentosa in the past one month or so. dates to go sentosa were always turned down. sorry guys!

guess this entry is pretty long already. shall stop soon and end my day with a joyous mood.

SMILES EVERYONE.

-love

;10:05:00 PM

Monday, October 10, 2005

everything is not going right.sheesh...
i hate mood swings.
as if crying will solve any shit.
leave me alone unless you're ahem.
but i know he wun be here or even reply me.
cos he's simply too tired.
fuck it that im so emo now.
i need a break.
to hell with everything.

nights.

;12:10:00 AM

Sunday, October 09, 2005

my whole of saturday was spent at home.din even step out of house. prolly cause ahem wasnt out yet and that im just wanna stay home and do part of my report and do some shopping online. movie at night was cancelled as well cos im simply too lazy to leave my place. anyways, not much of the report was done as well. blah. blame it on laziness.

today was movie date with ahem.i bought kfc and cheesy hotdogs for the show.which i inadvertently dropped one on the floor.haha...dumb ass. came back and went for dinner. just reached home. full to the max. going to start or rather continue with my reports after this. shucks! i hate this. thank god its really going to end. by tue 10am, i'll be free from everything. la-dee-dum!!

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Friday, October 07, 2005

night out with yanx darling.thanks so much.it was a great catching up session. =) dun be too sad over ur blue black.haha.it will heal in no time...caroline came for a while as well,but left for work soon.yup.we will pao pao soon.promise!

i bought a little something again today.gosh.i think this is getting out of hand. my money is depleting at a super fast rate.urghs! one tee,one necklace and one boxer in one week.all hail to the phrase,"shopping makes me happy".it really does. =)

by the way,i haf 3 reports to hand in on tue.im dead.to hell with t-e-p.it bores me with the amount of freedom i have.and not forgetting the long hours,it eats into the time where i meet my friends. sorry all babes! i know its been a tough and stupid 6 months. lets all be glad that its finally over,i mean finally GOING TO BE over.haha! we can do all the catching up once again. priority given to my best friend, yanx and gang, sec sch girlfriends, cj mates (yongteng,malc,etc) and those poor guys who are still in army.

the thought of going into uni is not getting into me anymore.not that i will get in definitely or anything,but it's one of the paths ive always wanted to take.now,if i can get into one (thank god!),i think the traveling time doesnt look very appealing to me.some of you know i hate taking long journeys,thats why i end up in n-y-p. blahs.the nearest to my place.stayin in hall looks super cool.but i see many getting involved in many hall activities just to get the points.wth.isnt uni stuff harder? how the hell does one get to do so many things? how does he/she handle? crap.i dunno how now.lets pray hard for something good.

tucking into bed soon.yawns.its been a long day.tmr will be good i hope. (yea right!) with all the reports that need to be done,i doubt it will be good. nights everyone.

-love

;11:05:00 PM

Tuesday, October 04, 2005

sheesh...ive been shopping too much online.haha! but u know the feeling when u receive a package from your letter box or at ur place? lols.but its really fun.im still not bored of it yet.ever since my first item last yr...haha! and today i received another one. im all smiles tonight.

btw yesterday was perfect.i went town for a little walking around.ahem fell asleep till 6pm.so in the end,we cldnt head to holland v for dinner.it's a new place again. but anyway,was browsing thru some books at borders and someone came and sit RIGHT beside me.i was like thinkin, "Who the hell is that?!" and i turned and saw him.i was laughing after tt.haha...ended up at suntec olio for dinner.haven tried the food there yet.it was okay lah.guess the appetizer was filling alr.walked ard and bought starbucks drink again.only reached home at 11pm.whew...

i made something for ahem as well. =) it din take me very long lah.but it was just a little something which i have decided to do it.and i forgot to take a picture of it.i only rmb after passin it to him.nvm.another day then.

;8:42:00 PM

Sunday, October 02, 2005

ytd was fun and relaxed.cos i was complaining about being stressed up the day before. anyway,started off with meeting up in town. smiles. walked ard,decided to watch a show at cine but no good timing or good shows...head to raffles city to get a new top cos the weather is super hot and he was sweating.lols.i chose the top duh. and it was the one i almost wanted to buy back in KL.haha...mm,anw den we head to marina sq and millenia walk.bought lots of jellybeans plus willy wonka's chocolates. was pretty much contemplating which to get and decided to buy both of it.haha...

ate at BK.super full...whew~ slacked at citylink tcc for 2hrs plus a whole load of pictures.=) talked alot.drank alot.and photos galore.reached home at 12 in the end. had lots of fun.thanks alot.

today was youth mass in church.pretty fun i would say.haha...esp the part on blessing the youths who are having exams.joanne and me was like laughing away and couldnt decide if i shld put my hand on her shoulder or she shld put hers on mine. in the end,we put ours on someone else's.lols...oh ya! delifrance breakfast before church. yummy.im growing fat.haha...

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