some things i need not say it out.i just want to be happy.to feel happy when i see you.
anw,ytd was great.met up wif jiams,yanz and jose.had nydc at wheellocks first.den chels and becks join us...had a really great time catching up wif each other.walked ard.talked non stop. the funniest thing was when chels cldnt finish crossing the road and was stucked halfway... we just laughed.=)
just wanna thank the girls for ytd.hope to see u guys again soon. =)
;2:35:00 PM
Friday, April 29, 2005
i've realised sth recently...look at urself b4 commenting on others...fuck you.
dun act like u know everything.coz u dun.haha...
dun wan to talk too much abt it.coz they aint worth it.
fuck off.
;4:54:00 PM
Thursday, April 28, 2005
im finally done with my proposal...haha!! supposed to hand in next tue but last min change to tmr noon... actually can finish even earlier... but i spend my R and R with chalven and his frens, who are like my frens now... haha.they were like showing me magic la.using cards.amazing... tho it wasnt written on my face.tts wat his fren said... he asked,"isit amazing?" i answered,"ya,tts why im clapping." he replied,"but ur face dun says so." haha...its damn funny.relives stress man.
oh ya...been selling books the whole week.msging and calling all the time.my bill is gna explode. buti've got valid reasons so hopefully my dad will help me pay next mth... -crossing my fingers- im becoming daddy's girl.haha!! anw, all thanks to chalven for helpin me find so many books... =) tho i dun earn any money from selling,i believe in karma... all thanks to kelvin ng... no doubt im feelin tired and all from the selling,but i do derive this sense of achievement somehow...
meetin the t8 girls tmr...=) its been ages.we've all gone our separate ways esp after year one...
;10:12:00 PM
just got off the phone wif jin wei...one of my nicest frens in cj...haha.and i got to know a super super big secret...im so happy!! haha...thanks jin...gna make time to meet him within these few days.i miss him so much,haven seen him for i think one yr alr.oh gosh... im so blardy happy.
;11:00:00 AM
Wednesday, April 27, 2005
it's no point lamenting over ur bf is gna be away for weeks and stuff... and nobody is saying tt u dun care abt him or anything.why make yourself sound like u've got a super-duper-wonderful-nobody-can-be-compared-to-him bf?? haha...u're making us laugh u know...im getting meaner nowadays.im becoming more tactful.lols...
;9:24:00 PM
i wonder how many of my brain cells died while i was doing my proposal... haha...i cldnt think of any shit la...however, i enjoy planning all tis shit, tho there's no confirmation tt the proposal will be approved. yup yup.contradicting again huh? i dunno myself.
anw,everyday i come back feeling really tired and lethargic.i wanna club agn.i think it relives stress somehow.wif the music blasting and merely dancing wif the girls makes me happy.u wun be bothered abt anything and i mean anything.perhaps if there's some cute guy dancing near you(but i haven seen any.haha...). ya lar...but i dun think i can go anytime soon.im soooo blardy tired i just wanna sleep my night thru.
meetings wif frens this week were cancelled.so sorry char!!! i promise dinner next week alright? i got tons of stories to tell you but im too lazy to write in our book.haha! i miss you my bestest khaki...
i wanna learn tennis! played wif the usual ytd.qiu,uz,sivan and kk.tho half the time we were picking up balls,i still pretty much enjoyed it...haha! and den,i still got to learn skipping for the grand finale performance which is in 2 wks time...im dead la.i take 2 days to learn one pattern. gosh.am i slow or am i slow? lols...
daddy fetch me home almost everyday.too lazy to walk out of sch.haha... i'd rather spend 15mins in the SPT room and wait for my dad den to walk out of sch,take a train and reach hm at the same time if my dad fetch me home. haha...
;8:48:00 PM
Tuesday, April 26, 2005
it just doesnt make sense to keep insisting tt YOU are right when obviously u are not... furthermore,u cldnt come up wif a reason to support it... sometimes u just got to admit to it. really...say whatever u want.i cant be bothered.yes... fcuk.
got to hand it my proposal by next tue.sigh.this sucks...cancelled my date wif sera this sun... feel really bad.
anw,now...i fucking hate school.i cant stand some ppl there.pissing me off.fucking ppl inside out. they shld stay in some other universe... urgh.at times i do agree wif sam.u cant find someone who is on the similar frequency as you.to put it simply.its just kind of like there is NO connection. yea...
i need to bitch real badly.perhaps later on...fuck this school.
;9:45:00 PM
this is so damn boring...merely sitting ard surfing the net,kicking the soccer ball in the room, walkin ard...this life sucks completely...urgh.i hate TEP... chalven hates this too tho... we were like complaining abt it ytd.haha...
this week is gna be damn hectic...but im slackign my time away over here.sheesh... tmr might be meetin the t8 girls for dinner den fri dinner wif char.sat meeting the usual.sun wif sera... gosh... i hope i can complete my proposal soon tho. i really think im gna die of boredom here...
fcuk it.
;11:21:00 AM
Monday, April 25, 2005
gosh...got to hand in some proposal.i suck at tt.haha! anw,im waiting for an impt phonecall now... =) who else can it be... i feel damn happy... really happy.i just love the beeping of my phone when i receive a msg... it gets me all excited. -grins
;8:30:00 PM
Sunday, April 24, 2005
whoo....watched a stupid show ytd.we cldnt decide which one to watch and ended up wif this really i-dun-understand-shit show called shikoku.cant imagine we actually watched it since the name doesnt even sound attractin enuf...urgh.ppl in the theater laughing at senseless stuff. screaming at the most un-scary parts.how nice can it be... enuf said.
ate at yoshi.i was craving for it.met ervin and owen in town as well...haha.hmm,walked ard... lamenting on how broke i am.hinting on the many many things i want.and yes.he says he din hear anything.tts mean hur...i was dehydrating ytd due to the long hrs in the sun and continuous talking...i just went on and on.i feel like a bitch sometimes.haha...
still,i had my fair share of laughters wif him ard.i was damn tired and settled at the mango stall near lido.they really serve nice food there.i mean desserts...delicious.but the air con doesnt seems to be working then coz i was feeling real hot.i wld rather choose the outside seats wif ceiling fans...sigh...
;5:09:00 PM
Saturday, April 23, 2005
this is terrible...i slept at 9pm ytd.woke up at an amazing 9am today as well.tts 12hrs of slp.i was really really tired for the past week.i wish i no nid to go to sch.i wish i can stay home and slp my day away...really.it was so tiring...plus i still went to play basketball in the scorching sun wif jinghui,uz and qiu ytd...i was deydrating by the end.sheesh...
so many things i wanna do.or more of i need to do...today? i dunno how its gna be like.either i'll be out the whole day later or rot at home and try to complete my book.i took 3 weeks to read 3/4 of the digital fortress...so i assume i'll take one week to finish the rest and pass it back to glenn.den i can get the last book...finally...but im pretty broke la.been spending too much on food.i nid to do some business man...to earn more cash.urgh...
oh yea...i just rmb sth tt chalven told me on thu...i must rmb to tell ahem later...he will laugh his head off...i think...too many stories to share but there's not enuf time...haven been meetin up wif ppl recently...shit.supposed to ask bevie out this weekend,but i forgot all abt it. supposed to meet yongteng on fri but we changed it to another day...sigh...
;11:19:00 AM
Thursday, April 21, 2005
alright.i shall not blog abt my orientation the past few days.only rmb bits and pieces coz im damn tired now...yea...both physically and mentally.haha...so just talk abit abt today.oh ya,b4 i start...im not doin the telemarketin shit anymore,they changed me to the special project team wif some of my classmates...anw,khorkie picked me and sivan up today.head for sch.signed in for attendance.start my day wif a meetin.den head to the north canteen to set up our booth to promote yoga,kick boxing and hip hop classes.walk ard.persuading ppl to join.den half of my time was spent talking to chalven coz his booth selling "rubbish" is next to ours...so ya lar...all the yada yada wif him.i feel like a mama-san in the afternoon a.walking ard,saying hi to the familiar faces...den talk a bit here and there...haha...
den played soccer wif sivan and qiu during our break.our juniors joined in.so i think my team won 3-2 tho i was screaming half the time.lols.one solid hour of play and we rested till its time to leave...luckily my dad came to pick me up...if not i'll probably be too tired to walk home... haha...
;7:54:00 PM
haven been blogging for quite some time...haha.been busy wif orientation and stuff....so updates another time...
;2:34:00 PM
Sunday, April 17, 2005
went ps to meet glenn.thot he wun reach so soon so i went to walk ard first.after gg into 2 shops i asked if he was reaching and he said he reached alr...so met him and got tix for guess who.pretty funny show...it looks pretty much like a racist show tho.haha...anw,suppposed to haf fish and co for dinner but i dunno why ended up eatin at food court.its been pretty long since i last ate at ps food court.haha...hmm...walked ard.took train down to cityhall.continued walking...den head home.was really tired by then...tho i was out for only 6hrs plus...
nid to get a new bag to sch.since i got no books or lecture notes to bring,i nid a smaller bag.haha. i know its an excuse to buy a new one la...but who will complain having new stuff right? yup...got to start selling stuff to earn more money...after tt it will be shop shop shop.non-stop shopping.
i wish...haha.
sch startin tmr.boo! how fun.but its orientation.hope it turns out good and fun. -cross fingers
;1:37:00 PM
Friday, April 15, 2005
one more day to seeing ahem.cant wait...i hate counting down week after week...its the same routine going on and on.and i see it going on for the next one yr plus...wish me luck...haha.
;11:41:00 AM
Thursday, April 14, 2005
after reading em's blog,i realised i really do miss cj netball team quite abit.tho i've only joined them for like 3mths,they're really nice ppl to hang out wif.making me feel more at ease coz i only joined the team pretty late.yup.all the trainings,all the fun,all the laughters.running 13km was absolutely crazy.we had nth other than each other's company.all the encouragements we gave each other,esp em who really helped me alot tt day.den there's meiting and sheena who introduced me to everyone.sigh.
i haf to admit i miss them in some way.
those were the days.
;7:07:00 PM
im pretty tired.but cant get to slp...sigh...anw,gg for lunch wif parry soon.-yawns
hmm...haf i mention tt im a sucker for romantic stuff.haha.just read some blogs and it got me thinking...wat will u do if a guy kneel down and ask will you be mine? i'll prob just say yes immediately even tho i dun haf such strong feelings for him...haha.im mean.but tts the truth i think.i reckon tt most girls love it when guys do the every lil small things for them.but seriously,how many does that...i've never met one like this tho.lols..
;12:55:00 PM
hmm...ytd was zouk wif char...had quite alot of fun laughing ard.haha.thanks dear...saw many ppl.oh ya...yanx!i saw ur tt fren alan la.i think i walk past him like 10 times.den had to keep smiling.anw,met min there too! haha...nice seeing you there...den saw vig,bernadette,alvin,etc... i din really see so many familiar ppl last week la.i dunno why...
anw,i went to sch ytd as well for the tep trg...so boring.its like telemarketing...haha.den luckily i saw min and desa while i was having my lunch break,so can join them.if not i haf to eat alone.coz my the other two grp members are busy girls...one in student union and the other in sbm club.so we all went separate ways...hmm...den went back for trg.really boring.haf to rmb so many shit.sigh...
;11:11:00 AM
Tuesday, April 12, 2005
Alright.my day was pretty crap.haha.first…I had to wake up damn early.7plus…to go sch for stupid orientation.the talk was like one hr plus.i almost die-ed by merely listening.head to the lecture theatre for some briefing.i was all alone.but luckily met coreen and some junior of mine.some embarrassing stuff happened as well.gosh…I hate this la.anw,was chosen for some outside attachment in the end.coz for dunno wat reason,mrs soh nominated me.so ya la.had to go.but not so soon la.abt one more mth ltr…so everyone…I wun see u guys in sch for like one month…coz my outside attachment is gna be 5weeks…sigh.im paid a miserly 8bucks per day for transport and food.i shldnt be complaining since everyone else who is attached in school doesn’t get paid at all.anw,I hope it will be good.hur hur…
Stayed at FJ wif Eileen till 2 plus.coz only some of us ended the briefing early.the rest still at the gym dunno doin wat also.haha.went home.watched tv.fell asleep.den the teacher in charge called while I was in lala land to tell me to meet in sch at 10.30am tmr…guess wat.i cant rmb the place to meet and I dunno anyone who is in my grp…this is so crappy.haha…
Hopefully I can wake up earlier tmr to go for a swim den head to sch for the shit…haha.sigh…
;11:09:00 PM
Monday, April 11, 2005
hmm...just check out wats my first stopover for tep.im doin tt alone from my class.it snds really saddening, BUT for the few who knows, i wld rather do it alone than wif some others la... moreover...i found a fren who's in my grp as well.so it shld be pretty okay...other than the first couple of days when i haf to start knowin more ppl.so everyone come visit me more often k.haha...
anw,went for a late lunch wif khorkie,sivan and min.thomson prata.haha.den kk drove us to ssdc so tt min and sivan can sign up for their basic theory.den hafid came and we went to sch for some ogl meeting.so im officially an ogl now.haha...im grouped wif sivan and qiu la.u guys better think of many many good cheers so our group can win k.haha!! anw,after tt shit,we went to my void deck the kopitiam to talk...haha.alrite.its supposed to be chilling.but dere's no air con.lols.
so now im home slacking.tmr sch again.i hope.really hope wed and thu no nid to go back la.but i seriously doubt so.sigh.my last week alr.still have to be in sch.how wonderful...
;8:41:00 PM
whew...i woke up at 10plus today and started stoning and goin online to check out new stuff. so hungry now.yea...din had breakfast u see...and im craving for ljs now.most prob gna da-pao home from j8.tho it wun taste as nice.but i dun wanna eat alone and im way too lazy to call my neighbour to accompany me...
im dying of boredom.school is officially starting one week's time.eff it.im so so not lookin forward to it.i did nth this hols.didnt exercise at all.merely stucked at hm watchin tv.occasional meet ups wif ppl.yup...
goin back to sch tmr.for the tep shit.nid to be there at an unearthly hour.8.15am.wonder if i can wake up on time.sheesh...and i really wonder wat time will tt shit ends.sigh.i hate this.
;12:17:00 PM
Sunday, April 10, 2005
today was lunch and movie wif glenn.met in town.walk ard.cldnt decide on whr to eat as usual. settled on billy bombers.coz nydc is too hot.and miss lazy thinks fish and co is too far.haha... pretty not bad.the ribs looks delicious.saw jen wei there wif some girl.lol.
anw,watched the pacifier at cine after tt.super funny show.haha...talked alot today.i dunno why.yups.tts my day so far...
;9:45:00 PM
Saturday, April 09, 2005
oh ya...jac! on the 12th is our stupid TEP orientation shit! 8.15am at LTC-2.dun be late alritey? rmb to dress in proper attire and bring ur LANYARD... haha... rmb! also...thanks for all the movie com passes.im lookin forward to ur new job and see wat it offers.lols.kidding... see ya soon!
;11:34:00 AM
i spent my ytd wif sera and aimz.met up wif sera at marche first.we cldnt decide wat to eat la.ended up wif ice cream and brownies and waffles and calamari.haha...den here comes aimz wif the stuff tt she wans to get.lol.pants from wisma.pumps from hereen.blar blar.haha.so we just accompanied her to walk ard and catching up wif each other's lives.had fun.watched movie at lido.Spanglish.funny show.pretty touching too.-grins. den i left after the show.whereas sera head to aim's mum restaurant for dinner...i miss those girls...too bad bevie wasnt ard...
;11:29:00 AM
Thursday, April 07, 2005
sivan: hey! u know wat.ytd i heard my 2 fav songs one after another.was damn happy la.den i rmb u.coz i always influence u by singing tt same old shit.haha!!
jinghui: ya...i really hate nyp man! shit place.anw,see ya on tue alrite? dun be late!
yunx: in case u din know,the last time i met u was 18 dec 2004... tts 3 and 1/2 mths ago.from our weekly pao pao to not seeing u for mths...haha...
khorkie: hey hey...haf u decided on a day to meet up?? lol!
;5:40:00 PM
just came back from colouring my hair.yup.free.thanks to char.haha!so thank you dear!
anw,ytd was zouk wif yanx and frens.thot only the 2 of us coz becks got sth on in the end.den came a few frens.so it wasnt tt bad.music sucks at first.but it got better slowly.all the nice songs came at the later part la,den it ended at 3.sigh.bought drinks from 7-11 b4 goin in.wasnt tt high. no impact.haha.from tt little bit of high,me and yanx danced till not high at all...haha.how fun huh...but saw familiar faces everywhr.
oh ya.let me tell u wat was i doin the whole time k. - 1/4 of the time i was swappin places coz the guys keep coming closer.(esp tis effing guy whom everyone in the right mind will know he's trying to grind ANY girl he can lay his hands on.) - 1/4 of the time i was dancing wif the girls. - 1/4 of the time i was dancing alone. - 1/4 of the time i was merely standing and taking a break.
haha...but it was really fun la.
;4:40:00 PM
Wednesday, April 06, 2005
my stomach is growling right now.haven had my breakfast.tho its lunch right now.perhaps i'll grab sth to eat later on.woke up at 11.woah.tts very seldom.but its coz i stayed up last night to watch temptation island.super stupid.wonder why they do tt.but its just some faggot reality show.den i woke up at an amazing 6am and checked my phone.saw my results.hit the sack right away.too tired to think anymore.haha...but i woke up and check online for double confirmation. ya.i did okay.so i can have fun today w/o worries.
of coz the 1st person i msg is ahem.as usual i dun expect replies.its kind of like a one-way thing when i sms him.i know he wun reply but i just send no matter wat.ya.but when i start the anticipation of his msgs at 8pm...i get really happy and excited.thats me.haha...
;1:10:00 PM
trying to log in to look at my results.but i dunno why i always cannot access it.told u nyp sucks. haha...anyway,im goin to slp soon.so good night everyone.my night was really wonderful talking to him.for that mere half an hour. -smiles he brightens up my gloomy day.i love it!
;12:28:00 AM
Tuesday, April 05, 2005
effing school is really really gonna start soon.AAHHHHH!!!! no no no.i hate sch.i dun wan to go back.seriously.tho i haven been meetin up wif ppl im supposed to.do stuffs tt i planned to do tis hols.but i still enjoy slacking at home.chatting to ppl occasionally.having last minute meet-ups wif frens.blar blar.
results out on the 6th.which is like less than 24hrs.
i wanted to cut my hair today.but really lazy.shit.i'll be going soon i hope. -yawns
peace.
;12:49:00 PM
Monday, April 04, 2005
came back from church an hr ago.dad sent char home den we went to fetch my sis home as well.b4 tt was a slight shopping and dinner wif char.had bk.damn alot of food and we cldnt finish it.well...we din waste it and gave to a hungry fren in church.lol.tt snds funny btw.anw,had pastamania for lunch wif my sis today as well.the usual.im such a boring person i tink.sheesh...
;10:58:00 PM
Sunday, April 03, 2005
sch is like starting in 2 weeks.fcuk.the rest of them are like enjoyin their one mth hols now.nypsucks.urgh.i hate this.
anw,ytd was another great day spent.went suntec for a walk while waitin for glenn.thank god i din buy anything.whew~ i almost did.went to take a look and see wat nice shows are dere.den we cant decide btw 3 shows,so we used the most stupid way to decide.and ended up its Be Cool. haha.not a bad show afterall.pretty funny.dumb-ass.seriously.bought my fav yogurt b4 the show.yummy delicious.hmm...grins.the show ended at 8plus la.den had to go back to town to get sth from his fren.they r like in a ferrari.how cool huh.
but anw,by the time we took the stuff and finally decided on wat to eat,it was 9plus alr.so we queued at swensens.damn long queue.waited.waited.finally sat down at 10pm.so tired andhungry by then.went home after eating.it was like 12 when i finally reached hm.
hmm...the pope just passed away.pretty sad.he was someone revered by ppl of all religions. everywhr he goes,ppl just crowd dere.hoping just to catch a glimpse of him.and if possible shake his hand or plant a lil kiss.if only i can go over.feel the solemn-ness of the whole thing.see how ppl react to this.blar blar.sigh.
;2:27:00 PM
Saturday, April 02, 2005
ytd's evening was out wif yanx and kaix.me and yanx walked ard first while waiting for kaix to arrive...so each of us bought sth in tt short one hr...she bought a belt for F21 and me a top from zara...haha...ate at taka yoshi.love the miso soup.i dunno why.grins.but anw,it was shopping for like 4hrs la.ended up slacking at lido.too tired to walk anymore.kaix bought a top for her sis and a pair of slippers.so all of us got sth home.yippie!
met a few ppl ytd.alfred.some junior whom i forgot the name but she smiled to me.saw hazel at far east as well.blar blar.
;10:58:00 AM
Friday, April 01, 2005
i spent the whole of ytd at home.coz it was raining.den doesnt look tempting to go out.so i just blast the radio at home.switch off all the lights.and enjoy the smell of the rain.tis works for me tho.calm myself down.makes me relax.yup.bought a couple pkts of chips ytd as well.since i dun nid to pay,might as well just buy anything i feel like eatin.haha.
eatin and slacking is bad for health.shld i start some exercise regime soon?im so lazy.gosh...i nidretail therapy urgently! but i dun wanna waste my money.
btw,a random thot suddenly.i think its not worth it to starve urself or eat lesser so as to save enuf money to buy ur partner a present tt he/she yearns for.haha...