im at home now.juz made some biscuits again.haha...haven try it yet. hopefully its edible...no no no...the biscuits i make everytime is edible,juz tt either its too sweet of i forget to add some ingredients...lols.BUT its still edible kk...
should be goin out to study later.yeah! got to try to finish econs by today.try try! tho the test is next thur.but i wun have much time to study next week la.coz still got tutorials to do...but i finished my stats again! haha.its like for example the teacher go thru this week's tut today,den i go hm and do next week's tut immediately.so i wun feel so slow...-grins-
khorkie juz msged to ask abt the econs ica,but i actually we also dun really know its tested till where...got to msg some smart guys from my class later to double check...haha...i only go to them when i need help...lols.how practical huh...
been feeling lazy these 2 days.haven been studying much.feelin bad.like the momentum wasnt dere anymore.sigh.argh...
;11:33:00 AM
Wednesday, July 28, 2004
reached hm at 12plus juz now.early huh.lessons ended at 12.came hm straight.feelin pretty sad and all again.its my mood swings i guess.i miss that special someone.seems like its been days and weeks and months la.i feel so bad inside.i show the happy,crazy,lame,funny facd on the outside,but inside me no one understands...i've been missing sera babe recently,ever since her last testi for me...she was having trouble with the never-finishing hw and proj but i can do nth to help her.we used to be so close in sec sch...but now...sigh.
this is juz the 4th week of sch.i dunno wat to say.my life in poly seems fun.but deep inside me.i haf this feeling of loneliness somehow somewhere.there haf been so many times where i start to daydream.abt my life.my relationship wif god and that special someone.im about to break down.with the stress piling unto me.i need some time alone.to organise my thots.to have my own life...
+ save me...will someone just save me... +
;2:32:00 PM
Tuesday, July 27, 2004
hey yunx!thanks for OFFERING to help me tidy up my imagestation... im seriously a goner when it comes to these stuff...haha! thanks a million! muacks! we shld meet up soon alritey?
anw,sch was fine today.came hm and sleep till 6plus... so tired lah.. lols.oh ya...the world is really really small la.eileen know this friend of mine,coz her fren know my fren... coz her fren was lookin thru the pics in her hp,den saw the one i took wif her,so i think he went like this is my fren's fren... den went on and on abt me and my fren.some parts are not true la.i seriously dun wan to put it down.sigh...
been feeling really shitty and all.starting to dislike sch all over again...and im most prob gna go on and on blabbering over sch... so whoever is gna meet me this wk is gna suffer la.haha...but dun worry,i'll tell u guys more stories... u know i love telling stories. grins...
i need to do my work again later...got to try to finish 75% of my proj by today.im oredie half way dere...yippie!!! next week is my ICAs...so scary.hopefully to pass all.no high expectations for the time being.im gna study real hard...if i can la... lols! i've been doing my work EVERYDAY since last week cansss... SO hardworking im abt to give myself a pat on teh shoulders...haha.tt was pretty lame i think.
j8 gna have swensens SOON! im so so happy.i love the fish and chips dere.and my fav ice cream...its been ages since i last went there la.yummy...*criz is over the moon now!*
hmm...a lil msg for tt someone.haha.tho i know u wun be able to read it in time.lols... good luck for ur comp! love you! haha..
;8:04:00 PM
Saturday, July 24, 2004
the weather now is so damn nice to sleep la...in the cosy,comfy lil bed.aww...wonder why am i awake so early...sheesh... im so bored la. later got to start mugging and all again.slept at 12plus again last nite.attempted to complete all my tut for nxt week.but obviously i failed to do it.how disappointing.
alrite.shall stop being a drama-mama.cut the crap criz!lols.joel heng is such a stupid guy la.was joking wif him abt floodin my testi,and he really did it.but he only wrote 4 la.lols! but its still so funny man.met up wif him last sun.he WAS supposed to attend mass at 10am.but in the end he was only late for 5mins and decided to pull me along for breakfast...so we went bugis food court to eat la.haha.guys are so poor thing sometimes...its like he is so so broke oredie(i know the reason why),he still have to treat me to drinks and fruits.haha! sad case...but he left pretty early la.like before 12...anw,he ask me to go movie this sun wif gabriel...but doubt i'll be free...so most prob gg to pang seh him.
haven been meetin up wif my frens recently...sigh.first was sera babe...supposed to meet her since the june hols but cant seem to find a suitable slot.den wanted to go watch movie last sat wif some guys frm my sec sch,but cancelled last min.den its the usual gang... my pao pao frens,the fp,1T08...sigh.not forgetting jin wei,malcolm, davson and many more... 24hrs is seriously not enuf for me...
my time table for the week goes like this:-
mon: 8 to 5 is lessons.
6.30 to 9 is trg.
tue: 8 to 3 is lessons.
wed: 9 to 12 is lessons.
thu: 4 to 9 lessons...hate this.coz i tend to wake up very late and in the end,no work done during the free time.
fri: 2 to 6...
seems like there's alot of free time...but i seriously dunno why so lil is left...
;11:22:00 AM
Friday, July 23, 2004
was juz doin some research on the net for my proj due next fri. STRESS man...seriously.i need a break.feel tt its been so long since i went shopping wif the usual gang...but i miss char the most!!! she's my most beloved fren of all...someone whom i can confide in,go over to her place to do...sth la.(secret!lols) how we wld go out shopping till pretty broke and all.how she wld buy me the stuff i like and i buy her the stuff she likes... juz bought her a FCUK top the other day.and she loves it! la-dee-dum...
oh my...the last piece of clothing i bought was a skirt from GG-5. i love it man.but cant find a matchin top...it cost my mum $55... -chuckles- so guilty now...but nvm la.need to help char's fren get disc for levi's...dunno the voucher still have anot. -keeping my fingers crossed- anw,if have im gna charge her fren 10%.haha.so she only have to pay me for the services... lols.wat a good way to earn extra cash rite? so lucky to work under levi's man...grins...
anw,back to today.khorkie sent us to the train station again.ya la... had a one hr tut in teh morning.waste my time la.den haf to wait 3hrs b4 the next lessons.sigh.managed to get some work done tho.went for dinner wif the usual in sch...hmm...its been so long since i went pao pao...hey yanz,yunx,cindx and suns! we better meet up soon kaes.miss you guys!
jess:hey girl!how was ur mid yrs? miss ya man.miss calling u pig.miss sitting next to u.miss sharing my wang wang wif u.miss going for breaks wif u.just miss everything we used to do in cj.hope u're doin fine...
adel:can u change the fonts of ur blog?i cant seem to read properly.haha...
;8:18:00 PM
Thursday, July 22, 2004
okay...reached home at 9plus la...nice khorkie sent us to the mrt station...tis poor lil girl seems so stressed after getting her car. coz she doesnt bring her bag to classes only the necessary ones for tt lesson.so everytime haf to go back to take...den today she forgot to take a wallet.so went back to the car to take it...in the end,dunno wat she take frm the car and forgot all abt the wallet.so she walked back agn to look for it...lols. anw,tmr got so many work to be done...sigh.
my work are piling up.stress coming in.beauty sleep lacking.lectures boring.trgs sucks.-big sigh- got one proj due next fri and i haven started yet.need to work hard and not slack and rot so much...
anw,im tired.peace out everyone.
;11:05:00 PM
Wednesday, July 07, 2004
i hate blogger man! i typed for damn long la....den i tried to post it den cannot... den pressed back and the whole page is gone. FUCK! anw,maybe tmr den write again.coz lessons only starts at 4pm...wth.. oh ya...me and min seriously got to plan what are we gna wear everyday... coz we got too many things in common oredie.from tops to jeans to shoes... den khor and i got the same mambo bag,mine is orange,hers is black... lols... khor got a CAR! yeah! she says she can pick me up everyday! how cool rite? min is jealous so she is trying to make khor drives past town area as well...
;5:37:00 PM
juz woke up from my nap.damn tired man.anw,ytd sch was alrite.supposed to meet sivan at the station,but ended up meetin wif min,clare,desa,terry,hafid and khor.went sch tog.its lect,went pretty well.the lecturer crack real cold jokes for 2hrs,she says its to kp us awake.anw,had econs lect after tt,tt lecturer was bad.damn boring.everyone were abt to slp la.den went food junction for lunch.me and min were damn hungry.haha.and we were damn happy when the butch din sit in btwn us.lols...went to hte club crawl which was a cca orientation la.i joined netball and touch rugby.min netball,touch,dance,make-up and some sports club.lols.the rest joined a few as well.went for tutorial and it ended in 50 mins whr its supposed to be 2hrs.so we went club crawl again before gg to another tut at 2.and it ended in 30mins.wth.the teacher only talk abt the grd rules and stuff...and she is nice enuf to cancel the tut today.grins...so we only haf lessons from 10 to 12.
so today i met min on the train.den brought plasters for khor.i passed her 3 but she said,"i only need one,really..." but in the end,she took the rest ltr the day.lols.so the grp of us went in tog.met our personal mentor...she talked abt the module she is gna teach us den started choosing the module rep,class rep and treasurer. and den i fucking dunno why my name was on the board for treasurer lar...damnit! dere r 3 names for the treasurer tho.so the 3 had to leave the rm while they vote.so when i went in,i look at the board and said "what the fuck." the whole class heard adn khor went like "nice one". i was chosen la,and its like the whole class voted for me.do i bloody have the treasurer face? den her lessons ended in 1hr,but she booked a com lab for us to access our sch email and stuff but its not compulsory to stay.so me and sivan thot the class not staying den we left.den i receive a missed call from khor,den i call back and she nv pick up.so we started walking out,den she call again and said the whole class is in the com lab,so come back la,juz slack here... so we went back since we thot the WHOLE class was dere.den we met some of them on our way back... urgh. nvm... went to the lab and dere's only 70% of the class.haha.but started slackin dere till 12 la.went for lunch at the canteen.den started walkin ard e campus.min 's fren who happens to be our senior asked us to called a teacher,mr fu.so we called and he asked us to go to the sports hall.went dere looked for him and he is fucking irritating.firstly,he doesnt want to tell us the purpose of seeing us.den keep insistin he wants to see our whole class tmr.but we dun haf all of their contacts.den he wants the other class to come at the same time,so we had to call them and they were havin lessons.he doesnt bother abt it and ask us to msg them say its urgent.he was dilly dallying for 20mins and jacq got damn angry and spoke to him in a rude manner...haha.whatever la.long story.den me,min,clare,khor,butch,terry and hafid went to look at some guys do break dancing.pretty cool.den we went off... took the train wif clare and min...
;5:04:00 PM
Monday, July 05, 2004
pls take note everybody... dun give my blog add to anyone else k... thx.coz i dun wan other ppl to read it...
anw,today was like FIRST day of sch ever since last sept... so damn long la.anw,it went relatively well... was kind of dreading abt the 4hrs from 10am to 2pm.wth... but anw,met sivan at yck first,she's a real darling man.looks are deceiving...back to topic...we went in tog.den called desa to ask if she wants us to wait for her...but she is actually wif min they all...so the 2 of us met terry,hafid and yuana at the corridor.den accompany yuan to buy mac.we were pretty lost after sivan call me her NYP compass,coz i seem to know my way ard dere.lols.den we went to LTC-1,but saw none of our class ppl.so sat outside to wait.den we went in and saw some.sat down and dunno why this guy keep staring at me...crazy.but whatever la.had lessons after 20mins of intro by lecturer.felt weird w/o my notes,feel like cant catch up wif the lecture.had a break of 10mins in btw the supposed 2hrs lecture/but it ended 20mins early.how cool/... so my class,abt 85% of us la,went to the canteen to eat.den we only managed to rot dere till 10.45am adn were damn damn bored oredie.it was serious boredom man.everyone was like,"lets go somewhere leh..." but no one suggest whr to go.haha.oh ya,so Sivan said my bro says the lib can watch movie,so the 18 of us walked into the lib,and realised kena cheated.me and min were kind of loud la,so the librarian asked us to lower our vol.damn funny.anw,decided to play pool at AMK.so we walked dere.
most of them were playing while me and sivan brought min to explore AMK.haha.so we decided to watch movie if nxt mon is gna be this boring... went back to pool place and watch the rest.den me and min pair up against sivan and yuana.we WON! yeah! we were like screaming la.but we cheated.coz we had a advisor and coach and a third player to help us hit the black ball in... lols... den hafid started his suka sial thingy...u wun understand a single shit abt tis la.but its damn funny when u say it.its like,hafid keep gg,"suka..." den we go like "suka sial..." ok,i dunno how the hell to spell it la.lols. whatever.khor wanted to buy milk,so min asked me and sivan...but we heard as belt so we ans this fashion...wat a big joke man.anw,walked back at abt 1 and rot outside the computer lab.
its like 3 hrs of lab session,how painful is my butt gna be la.lols. but lucky the teacher was pretty nice.we have break like every 40mins.and she ended 45mins earlier.yeah! min,clare and khor went to eat while the rest head home... hope tt tmr goes well...
my class bonds damn well i must say... okay,maybe nt all but the 85% of us... lols.im happy...u know why...coz we decided to wear our sch of biz mgt tee shirt every wed wif berms... den now trying to decided on a day whr everyone wears sandals to sch.lols... how funny is it gna be.tho it looks stupid and all...haha.im contradicting myself...
the world is damn small...all the connections in class.
1. khor is yunx fren.
2. khor is my pri sch fren's vjtt junior(who is oso my neighbour now.)
3. min is cindy's fren
4. anna is yanz stc junior.
5. den the rest oso got alot connections somehow.whatever la.