oh ya...forgot to mention tt i saw my eye candy ytd!! haha... tt was totally unexpected. lols...
the worse part is tt the other day i was in my dad's car at amk...and i saw him crossing the road. so coincidental huh. grins. daily dosage of eye candy...
;11:17:00 AM
in sch doin nth now.wats new.haha...anw,goin shopping with my sis and mum later.my sis got 2 days mc,but she used it to go for her complimentary facial, when she's supposed to be resting at home.hmm...anw, now i cant learn the practical for car...coz she tells my dad not to sponsor for me.i need to earn my own money den go learn using my money.shit...this sucks.
tmr is dinner wif davson,chalven,sera and probably some others.den thur to tue i'll be on leave, so will be free to go out.call me soon...
yanx:i help u see if i got any bags at home k.cannot find any ytd.anw,we'll meet up soon.yup.
yunx:u free next mon?
char:dinner on fri?
hmm...shld i get a pair of birkies? tag me ppl... but its pretty useless since i cant wear it to sch. urgh.nyp sucks.stupid rules.my cousin thinks nyp is okay coz she no nid to go to sch on fri,which indirectly mean long weekend.urgh...i hate this.im gonna meet her for lunch again soon.
my junior msged ytd to say she's here too.looks like she dun like nyp too.lols.the rest are in np. they shld come here la.even huiling is in np.coz of the stupid new course they haf there... thank god my cousin is here.why doesnt her brother graduate one yr later so we can all go for lunch everyday... i wish... yup.
anw,some ppl are just so petty.eeww...
;11:12:00 AM
Monday, May 30, 2005
haven been blogging much abt the past few days.pretty busy or maybe LAZY.yup. procrastination once more.lets see...
Saturday meeting ahem.we din settle on the time as usual.he'll just come look for me when he's reaching the place.haha...so i start shopping without him.my favourite.coz wif him,i cant spend too much time in one shop.esp those girly kind of shops.lols.so while waitin for him, i bought an anklet, a pair of earrings and a top.yup.thats all.and its all cheap cheap.*big smile* wanted to catch a show,as usual,we walked too slow and by the time we reach there,its selling fast alr.btw,we walked from town to ps and back to town again for my shopping... haha.GSS is the only excuse i can find to drag him along for shopping.lols!
anw,din get any shit afterall.wanted to buy a pair of birkies.cldnt decide on the design and its pretty much expensive.so probably another day.100plus for a pair of slippers/sandals, pls tell me its worth it coz its so pretty.haha...after much procrastination between i want it but i dun need it...we decided to leave the place and head home.went for the supposed laksa party, cum bbq.haha.ate little.listen to the uncles and aunties talk.watch how the cousin play his PS in awe.head home at 10plus.
Sunday church early in the morning.stayed behind to help dad take pictures.archbishop is here.u see.a big thing.yup yup.everyone looked busy preparing stuff and all.den went off to suntec for shopping but ended up empty handed.meet him at bishan for movie.caught madagascar.a really funny show.but the seats suck.big time! there's like no head rest and the seats are like really low.urgh.my neck was straining.
;9:28:00 AM
Saturday, May 28, 2005
ytd was the performance for tep awards.did the same dance.a lil changes here and there.felt really dumb doin some of the steps.haha...wif all the super big actions and stuff...but now we can jolly well burn away that blardy song...coz its been stuck in my head for one whole mth... lols...
thanks to ALL for the surprise cake and stuff...really appreciate it...thanks so much.yup.anw, after tt daddy fetch me home and i went town to meet my sisters... hmm...gg out wif them means no nid to spend much money.haha!! we ate at hard rock cafe.yummy.super big serving. =)
its been quite some years since i spend my bday wif my family.i kinda like it tho.not tt im saying i dun like my friends or whatsoever.its just that nice feeling...
;10:33:00 AM
Wednesday, May 25, 2005
just came back from lunch.sigh.the usual.school boring as well.whats new when i start blogging in sch rights? haha...anw,i realised i seriously need some hardcore shopping.=) to cheer me up.i hope it can.saturday is some laksa party at glenn's place.but i dun eat laksa.or rather i nv eat it b4.lols.i know its amazing not to eat it when im a singaporean.haha.
anw,everything i do i see the word SALES.it grabs my attention immediately.on the magazines, newspapers, websites, etc... the temptation.ooohhh...!!! i cant take it.haha!! the spervisor might just walk in anytime now.this sucks.it means hurry close the damn website and lose this entry as well.coz i doubt i haf time to press the publish button and wait while he starts walking in.yup...lets juz pray hard.
he's leaving for taiwan soon.sobs.yes.thats wat the army does.i guess it shldnt be a problem for me.but to some(ahem ahem...),they just cant accept the fact.they lament over every single thing and talk like its gna be the end of the world...blar blar blar...i dun like that.yes.i know u'll be missing him...so does everyone else.but u shldnt be going over and over again abt it.
im in sch now...very bored...sigh.computer having some problems.cant log in to some websites. urgh...sera wants to go cocco on fri.but dunno whether im gg or not.topshop sales till 1am on fri as well.gosh! davson gg in on jun 8.this sucks...hey chalven! organise one meet up next week k... haha.
hmm...to yunx and yanz! sch started alr right? i know it sucks,but we'll meet up to go shopping soon alrights? esp miss meiyun...i haven seen u for months...i know the last time i saw u was when u were on the bus 55...but i cldnt even say hi lar...
;9:31:00 AM
Monday, May 23, 2005
ooh...haven been updating the past few days.yup...it was pretty alright la.
my saturday was spent goin town to get presents...and realising all the sales started alr...i feel damn broke la.but i still got sth for myself after all... wats new when i see the word SALE.it just means shop shop shop.anw,i got a guess top for char...ralph lauren polo for lil keegan... and another guess top for myself.i almost wanted to get this skirt.its one size too big tho.but i like it. alright,in the end,i din succumb temptation.so a big relief...met yee ching at hereen and xueli outside far east.haha! SO coincidental hor...(for those who knows lar)
btw,i was like lugging a few paper bags in my hands and decided to dump everything into the big bag... useful for hiding stuff whenever i go shopping...all thanks to char for the idea.lols! but in the end,i confess to my mum tt i bought a top coz there's sales...haha...
hmm...sunday was meeting glenn for movie.watched kingdom of heaven.felt tt it wasnt such a bad show afterall...ppl says its not nice.alright la.different ppl think differently.before the show we took a short break at starbucks and i had my green tea frap.yummy.after the show,i bought the yami yoghurt from suntec.haha...hmm,den head to keegan's bday party... too much details i better not write it out... lols.
today was breakfast wif glenn...as usual.he's late.but luckily the chose the correct place to meet.if not,i wonder how long will he take.lols...
oh yea...thanks char for the perfume again.love ya!
;12:38:00 PM
Friday, May 20, 2005
i dunno why my last entry wasnt published.but im too lazy to write again la.so its basically zouk on wed wif yanz...den stay over at her place...
supervisor is not ard today.so we are free to do anything.yup...this sucks.too much free time is making me tired coz i've been staring at this blardy computer for almost 2 hrs... urgh.tho i still got presentation in a few weeks time,im still way too lazy to start doin it...pure laziness is taking control over me.
the room is freezing right now.my hands are goin numb.i love to go behind ppl's back and place my super cold hand at the back of their necks.mean.hmm,mon is a holiday.im happy.it means no school(whew!), no monday blues and free time! yea...my class gg sentosa.i dunno if im gg.yup...im not the sentosa-kind-da-thingy girl.
haf i mention tt i've been alot of mars recently.u know tt chocolate...yup yup.i eat it like 3 times a week.its definitely fattening.i foresee myself complaining fat to glenn and promising myself tt i'll start to work out/exercise real soon...in the end,everyone knows the outcome.most prob its gonna be continue eating and not exercising... procrastination.my fav word.coz i do tt half the time...yup.
haven been shopping recently.i wanna see some new clothes,if i can haf them its better.grins...anw,im gna stop writing alr.off to get some rest.im too cold to write more...brr....
;10:50:00 AM
Tuesday, May 17, 2005
just had a meeting.lasted for 45mins.sigh...slept pretty early last night tho.reached home late. after dinner was chatting wif malc.updating me on wat happened recently...haha.damn funny.not sure if sera is gg on wed.so most prob its gna be wif yanz.
anw,my butt hurts now.i dunno why.probably due to the intense exercise ytd.lols...playing volleyball and badminton.grins.today its gna be floorball trg...shit.i wonder how its gna be...
;1:08:00 PM
Sunday, May 15, 2005
was working on my presentation for next week just now.den i stopped and started eating,since then,i've been checking out stuff online other than doin my proj.haha...oh ya...thanks ed for the pics.hmm...today was damn tiring.i dunno why.anw,i figure out tt im gna haf new clothes soon. thanks to glenn.haha...and i was supposed to haf a new watch ytd as well.grins.but i cant decide between a new watch or a pair of birkies.for watch...i just got one a couple of mths ago.for birkies...i cant wear it to sch,so pretty useless to buy it.sigh...nyp seriously haf stupid rules.
anw,finally watched house of wax ytd,after hearing so much abt it.yup...den it was dinner at suntec.funny craving for bk,so we ended up there.wanted to get subway cookies and starbucks green tea frap after tt,but realised it aint very healthy...lols.glenn bought sth from osim for his mum.i haven try it.soon soon...haha.
btw,i dun feel like gg to sch next week.urgh...this sucks.coz it prolly means tt i'll start dreading it again.sigh.hopefully having lunch wif my cousin in sch next week and take a look at her classmates...=)
im beginning to love the small small things tt happened ard me this yr.life is good.but take note,school is still a no-no for me.alright...maybe not everybody.its just the environment la.i dunno how to describe it.im bad at that.anw,i love the catching up wif old frens...recently its with sera and chalven the most...most prob gna meet her again next week.haha...we just love the time we spent at rouge the other day.simply chatting.
hmm...good luck to min and sivan for ur BTT tmr.i can feel the monday blues coming... haha!
;4:38:00 PM
Saturday, May 14, 2005
ytd was busy busy busy.i dunno where to start from...hmm,its rehearsal and rehearsal ever since the day started.everyone was stressed out and tired.den it came to the actual performance...panicky and nervous.whew...but everything ended really fast...den it was jam n hop in school.had fun dancing ard,forcing ppl to dance and all...had lotsa fun dancing wif jackson tho...now he knows my eye candy too...-grins- he guessed it at the first try la...shit! haha...den when the whole thing ended,saw him again and a supposed goodbye hug turn into a slow dance. so funny...
anw,head to bev's place the bus stop to meet the rest.took the bus wif sivan.met sera and bev den we board the cab which aimee is on...so off we go to zouk.started by drinking den dance dance and dance.oh my gosh...7 hrs of dancing is tiring.aimee's friends bought us drinks tho.haha... and the whole time me and sera was like laughing and smiling at each other...coz the guys keep coming nearer and touchy, so my hands were busy behind sera's back blocking all their advances and sera did the same to me as well... lols!
we took a cab back tog in the end...was too tired to talk anymore.
;2:18:00 PM
Thursday, May 12, 2005
head to town wif chalven ytd.den met the rest and ate at wheellock nydc...i only finished 2/3 of it.haha! i dunno why.anw,the few who went are sera,bev,aimee,jason,deeg,alex and davson... catchin up a little wif them.den walked ard...had a major photo taking session outside hereen... lols.pretty funny la...anw,reached home at 11plus and zonked out...we wanted to go chinablack for a while but decided tt the guys will haf to pay to enter...so the idea was dropped.
today...had the performance rehearsal early in the morning.was so tired.gosh...i just wanna sleep... oh yea...saw my eye candy again just now.grins...chalven u better not tell anybody. haha! rehearsal again later at 2pm.shit.im so full to dance anymore.
;12:48:00 PM
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
kick boxing class is cancelled coz the teacher forgot abt it.how blur...she's good but irresponsible.urgh... this always happen in life right.there'e sth good abt this person but den there's also the bad side of them.
anw,so i've changed and all.getting ready to leave nyp.stupid place.im happy.coz i'll be seeing old frens later.-smiles
finally passed jackson the photo.he've been asking for it since 2 weeks ago.lols.but i haven send it to develop,tts why.
i saw my eye-candy today.grins.the new one.haha! u know wat.i saw him last mon(which is a public hol) at bishan wif the gf.haha...so coincidental right? someone asked,do u think he will be interested in you(which means me)? i laughed out loud.coz it doesnt matter.eye candys are meant to be looked at...=)
today i shut my mouth for half an hr.i din speak a single word.haha.wat an achievement.i think...anw,its bcoz uz says im too noisy so i just kept quiet.
;5:42:00 PM
Tuesday, May 10, 2005
im just gonna repeat this to myself,day after day... i hate school. i hate school. i hate school.
almost one yr has past by.but wat haf i found in this shit-hole.zilch.nothing.there's no one of the same wavelength or frequency u might call it.some of the days i just cant find or even bother looking for that someone to talk to.to pour out all my frustrations,my happiness,my everything. this resulted in one thing.keeping things to myself and it comes to this point in time whr everything goes out of hand and i start crying in a corner.
i find myself dragging out of bed to head to sch.once im in sch,i start hoping time will pass real fast so i get to leave that place.it's becoming a drag.i hate it.other than my grades which im satisfied,i find no achievement or whatsoever.i do not live in solace.i put on a mask everyday.i wasnt like that in sec sch or even jc.things just change.but sadly,i find it hard to change.or maybe im just reluctant to accept changes.
all tt i look for everyday is to see my loved ones.those whom i find comfort in.those who gives me advices.those whom i can talk to abt anything.yes.why isit that none of you is in nyp?
i hate school.period.
;7:47:00 PM
it's raining now.soft music in the background.sitting by the window.perfect scenario for missing that special someone.yes.im missing him now.i hope he's doing fine there.also,i miss my friend for life,if u're reading this,pls call me anytime.
by the way,i need to mention this.what do you think of a guy wearing a sleeveless quiksilver top, quiksilver boardshorts with a matching quiksilver flip flops to the shorts. let me tell you.it will be a grosteque picture.really.especially when the guy is skinny.oh my gosh.you're gna puke.
oh ya.ytd i was cracking my brain trying to think of who else can i sell the textbooks to.so i was like thinking and thinking.and i realised i forgot all about my fav cousin in nyp.i feel so bad now.i din msg her to ask how is she doin and stuff.i totally forgot and everyday i just lament abt not havin any close frens.urgh...anw,so i msged her last night.and she told me there's this girl who looks like me in her class.so we're all gonna go for lunch in sch one day.lols!
its freezing in school,but there's sth tt always keeps me warm.something not physical. =)
;11:07:00 AM
Monday, May 09, 2005
i nid to start working out real soon.been eating junk for the past few days.urgh.this aint looking good.and guess wat.i just ate my haagen daz green tea ice cream.i finish a quarter of the tub.hur hur.how horrible.but i love it.the nicest ice cream.other than the yoghurt frm suntec.-grins
got to get a new book to read soon.im abt to finish my digital fortress.i took ages to read it.i mean 2mths is pretty long huh? haha...waitin for my sis to finish her book tho.but she is taking a longer time than me.sigh.which means i got to spend more money buyin new book.
tentatively,my week seems packed.i hope it stays the same.coz it means tt i get to see old friends.=) my only comfort throughout this 3 years in poly.i hate school.i did mention it before right?im pretty sure.nothing beats seeing old friends around.be it sec schoolmates, jc frens or watever frens.they mean much more.
i miss my bestest fren now.i haven seen you for weeks.so sorry.i'll call you soon.
;9:17:00 PM
in school preparing some lecture presentation thingy now.so boring.finishing soon.
sigh.i cant wait to get out of school.this sucks big time.
;3:42:00 PM
Sunday, May 08, 2005
hmm...just came back from dinner wif parents.pretty full now.anw,after church went to shop for a while wif mum,while waiting for my dad...so just walk ard and i bought 2 tops and 3 pairs of earrings.-grins.was lookin for a new skirt though,but to no avail as u can see.din even see any nice ones.urgh.anw,i cldnt decide between gettin a new handbag or a new top and skirt ytd.so glenn helped me by sayin i just a guess bag so i shld just buy more clothes.yup...so ended up i wasnt in a dilemma today.im perfectly happy.
ytd was supposed movie wif glenn.i was like rushin down to ps from town coz i went to get sth first and he ended up just waking up from his nap.so i went all the way back to town to shop. bought my green tea frap from starbucks while waitin.its really good.haha!! wanted to get a top frm zara.we cldnt decide again.(i haf to admit we always sucks when it comes to decision making) haiz...oh ya,listening to rich girl now.my fav song.all thanks to sivan for lending me the cd.3 cheers for you...
anw,time really went damn fast,i only went to F21 for a couple of mins.i got no time to shop anymore.so rushed to take the train agn.i was headin to marina bay for steamboat wif family.he accompanied me till i reached the bus stop.haha...punishment for being late.grins... den he went back to take a train down to the club for buffet wif his fam.hmm...i ate alot.really good. yummy.and its so cheap.=) sucker for cheap stuff.lols!
oh ya!my main highlight ytd was seeing my very first eye-candy from sch at ps.i swear i always see him somehwr...really.it must be fate la.lols! i see him before at raffles city and suntec a couple of times...now at ps.hur hur.den i met my cousin as well.but we only waved and smiled. haha...
i told my mum abt the new bag i bought.den i even said i want to buy a new watch.she dun seem surprised.i dunno why.im spendin way too much money...shit! i nid to start saving again.
;7:23:00 PM
Friday, May 06, 2005
did i mention tt i was drunk in school today? haha...i was kidding la,merely acting drunk in the PFA room.was having a hell lot of fun making ppl laugh... esp uz and sivan...den came along kk and terry.yup.u guys are to keep quiet abt wat i did in the room...it was just to cheer u ppl up,dun be so stressed up! haha...ps:i'll try not to touch tt ball agn.lols.
anw,met my og ppl in the afternoon as well.to pass one of them their book.i ended up telling them more jokes again.they just love my jokes la...haha!! but i din tell them the last answer to the last joke coz they refused to go buy a drink wif me...haha.
im having fun with them.at least some understand my jokes.i appreciate it.
;9:29:00 PM
waiting for my dad to come...den can go for dinner later.so hungry.urgh... anw,my day was pretty alright.occasionally doin some work.practising the kick boxing moves.laughing while watching tv wif the rest... hmm...went to church ytd as well...had a super long jam over at cte. crap...i want to drive a volvo or audi next time...i hope i can...haha...
;5:34:00 PM
Thursday, May 05, 2005
in sch doin my research for the sports injury presentation.whew...there's so much info i dunno which one to take from.anw,ytd had my first kick boxing class.really tiring but workout hell lot man.almost one hr of non stop jumping and punching and kicking...haha...
hmm...the room is like super cold now,even tho i only on one air con.this is crazy.it used to be pretty warm despite the 2 air cons in the room.now its freezing here.really...
im afraid of you now.really...
;11:49:00 AM
Tuesday, May 03, 2005
feeling really bored now...*yawns* sch practically bores me to hell.whenever i blog is whenever im super bored,tt explains the reason why every entry is abt me being bored.haha...so u can just dun bother readin.yup...
;11:56:00 AM
hmm...went town ytd to check out sth.so tired.bought sth...now i got to start saving agn.haha... looks like this month i cant buy any of my stuff alr.sobs...anw,went to glenn's place for some bbq. ate and play ard wif his sis.haha! still so cute,wat do u expect from a 2yr old girl rite? anw,got a ride home from his dad.was so tired the whole day...
now...im in sch rotting.ya...it seems like there's nth to do all the time but i always feel there are ALOT of things we NEED to do la... haha.i dunno why.
;10:19:00 AM
Sunday, May 01, 2005
i spent ytd wif ahem.watched xxx.sound like some RA show huh? anw,its pretty good i wld say. pretty lucky...ate at the usual.walked ard.lament over im feeling broke half the time.den i still wanna get so many things.sigh...sometimes i do wish to be a tai tai.ya...i wish...
anw,today went to meet jin wei in town.supposed to meet him only,but 2 joels came along.coz they went for breakfast tog b4 tt.so they accompanied me to look for present.to no avail.i suck at lookin for present.shit.den jin wei went to the supermarket to but lots of biscuits coz he said in malaysia is more ex.haha!hmm,den came shaun who was lost in lucky plaza.lols...settled at bk to rest.tired after all the walking...
played a prank on malcolm.super funny.anw,he joined us at bk after tt.slowly,everyone left and i continue my search for a present wif lots of advice from him.but still,i cldnt get anything.hmm, we even went to the places we know we cant find anything for him...coz its so out of my budget... like LV and gucci.but i went to gucci to look at the pretty bag.haha...oohh...
in the end,lixing and edison came to look for him so i went off.coz i dunno them personally...other than knowing their names.haha...