in probably like 6hrs,i'll be on my way out of singapore.this is like uh-huh,i totally love it.cant imagine coming back and face all the crap all over again.projects,reports,etc. a 4days trip to malaysia seems like one week.considering the amount of things i bringing.haha... im always lidat. bringing a hell lot of stuff over and realised i dun use up so much. lols.so this will probably be my last entry till im back on friday morning...
dun worry.still can msg me if u need to look for me alrights.my phone is going with me. -smiles
catch up with all soon.
;4:18:00 PM
Saturday, July 30, 2005
it started raining all of a sudden.hope it will stop real soon.i want to go out today.urghs.
btw,i managed to complete of my reports ytd in sch.lucky me.i have one more long one to go.wish me luck.haha.tomorrow is sun alr...so fast.my trip to malaysia is definitely a super last min thing.but glad everything turn out fine.
somehow or rather,i cant get myself to start writing my report.shit.and i have to submit my MMD thingy in like 2weeks time? f-it.i seriously got no idea how to start or even do it.i need alot alot of help.i swear the teachers only teach us the super super basic ones and there's like no notes,so obviously i cant rmb all the stupid steps lah...
;11:57:00 AM
Friday, July 29, 2005
been working on my report last night and today.but sadly,i only completed like 70%.tho it is only a 3 page long report.haha.was so busy ytd,online the whole time.lookin at stuff,readin blogs.ive been such an avid reader of all of my friends' blogs now.tt explains the reason of me cant concentrate on my work.btw,its friday already!! yippie! haha.hopefully im going tmr.den sun shld be busy packing all my stuff and get ready for my trip.
;12:22:00 PM
Wednesday, July 27, 2005
check this out...pretty pretty. retro huh? i need this so much.im such a nerd ever since poly started. pretty pretty.love it.
bohemian looking skirt.
;8:34:00 PM
shit!my comp is havin some problems.i went to this website but i cant see the price.its like the price appear something like this...$?5.00 so how the hell am i supposed to know the price of it?! im so angry.and it doesnt help when yahoo auction is screwed up as well.im crazy over seeing things online.i saw so many pretty things today.i just keep going like,"eh!qiuyu! come and see this!" and "eh eh eh!hurry see this!". im certified crazy today.
the test today...im not gonna say much.cross my fingers.haha.btw,its wed alr.im so glad... time definitely pass damn fast.next week is block leave.den next next tue is hols again.also,next next thu onwards will be busy with the survey for singapore sports council.im so dman happy.cos we have to do 2 shifts per day.like morning is 8 to 12.aftrnoon is 1 to 5.evening is 6 to8.but as long as we finish wat we are supposed to,we can go home alr! till the next shift...yeah!! so for example,i nid to work morning and evening.if i can finish it in 1hr plus,i can go home at 9.30am and den come back again at 6pm to do for another one hr plus... how fun! plus point is we get extra 2 days off and also we get to claim our transport fees!!!! lols.so all of us know everything has a downside...ours is we have to work on weekends as well.but only for one week plus. who cares.
;8:23:00 PM
trying to cram all the info into my head now.last nigth i tried to study from 7pm to 11pm.guess how much i studied.haha.i only managed to read thru the notes once.too busy doin this and that. using the phone,chatting online,reading blogs,etc.but i pretty much love studying late into the night.it made me miss studying so much.im quite a nerd when it comes to me studying in poly.i focus so much on my grades i missed out on certain things.but this year its so slack,so boring.
ive seen the number of people still wearing jnco to sch.(alright,i dunno how to spell tt shit ok) anw,its like out of fashion for dunno how many yrs.do u still think its cool to wear jeans which the holes are so big tt it can cover the whole of your shoes? and so long its sweeping the floor. haha.sorry for being mean,but im glad none of my friends wear tt.whew~
been pretty emotional these few days.i cried a few times.i think its pms,so dun worry too much.haha.anw,i NEED to get back to studying alr.
;9:37:00 AM
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
im going to start studying for the test tmr soon.its not mcq.sighs.ya,i wish it is.but poly says no to mcq.haha.today was another boring day in sch.i had sandwich for breakfast and lunch.just as u were thinking,"wah,so healthy ar." i haven finish my story.i had potato chips for snacks at 11plus.also,a hamburger at 4plus from mac.SO healthy huh?
2 more days till glenn is back.yeah! btw,my last entry created quite a big woo-ha.ppl asking and telling me abt ahem.like,"i want to see him", "oh ya hor,i nv see him b4" and blar blar.its funny i think.i dunno why.but everyone sees him before in cj wat.right? alright,i mean my friends who used to be in cj la.haha...
las vegas changed its timing to 11.30pm! all the more i cant watch it.sighs.but last night's ANTM was funny.i dun like brittany.she's too loud.lols! i hope i can start exercising when im back in the gym.hopefully...running everyday seems tough.maybe once every 2 days lah.and probably go for a swim every week.hurhur.school is still a no-no for me.at least for now.i just dun like the feeling of swimming in nyp.maybe tts bcos i haven try it yet.i would very much prefer to swim at glenn's place if i have a choice.haha.
im going malaysia next week! i think.haven call char to check if she got the tix.haha.im excited.my first trip which my parents allowed.other than sch trips tt is.i mean if u know them, they are actually quite strict in some sense.lets take a look...
1. i din tell them i went clubbing the first two times i went.the third time,i told them.a few days later,my dad went on and on abt the danger of going and blar blar.i cant be bothered.really.
2. i can go home late.but if i reach home at 11plus the night before.the next day they will ask what time i came back(when they alr knew wat time), den ask whr i go, blar blar.useless questions.
3. every sat morning,my dad will ask where am i going later? any appointments or friend's bday?
4. almost every sun, they will ask if im going out later AGAIN.even tho i only brought my hp to church.obviously not right? but they still ask.den when i say no,they say nv go out with charmaine ar? and i have to go like,"nooooo.....". the result is,"cannot ask meh?"
anyway,im tired already.got to go study now.
;7:03:00 PM
Monday, July 25, 2005
im pretty much shocked at how a pri 4 kid can blog.char,ure right.sam asked me to look at this web page.im in awe tt people actually sell that online.call me sua-ku or whatever k.i dint know.i mean that was something so private.haha...im supposed to be studying right now.but i cant stop using the net.surfing ard aimlessly.i swear i need to get down to work SOON.urgh.
unknowingly,its already july.time passes so fast(yet slow at times).glenn was just saying he misses cj last week.and he thinks its weird.i merely went like,"i left cj almost 2 yrs ago,but i still lament over my leaving almost every single week." i left him speechless.ive never imagine a place like cj can have such a great impact on me.actually,i was only there for only 5mths including the jun hols.such a short period yet i missed it so much.without cj,i wldnt have made so many new friends,broadened my views on many things,learnt how to run away when we see the discipline master,gone thru a super tough mass pe,etc etc and not forgetting...without cj,i might not be with him...tho we have already known each other since sec 2. -smiles
by the way,everybody shld stop asking me why i nv bring him to this person's or that person's party or whatever k.haha.cos my best friend for years haven even seen him before.so ya.dun think too much k,esp you ms khorkiee.dun keep asking why.lols.i pray for ur recovery.
ps:i miss him already.im startin my countdown till i see him again.=)
;8:20:00 PM
another day just went past.its finally week 6 now.i cant imagine how happy i will be on week 9.tho its just changing my workplace to a new location.no matter what,its still better than where i am now.haha.now my block leave is changed from national day that week to NEXT WEEK! all because of a new project coming up,so we got to changed it.sighs.so many things to be done but yet here am i slacking my way thru and not doing anything.im so dead when its gonna be time to hand in reports and stuff.
by the way,have you ever like sat down with your friend or partner,den suddenly ur mind went blank and u simply stare at the person in front of you and think,"oh,this is my friend/partner." ive no idea but i always do that.while i was having coffee glenn last sat,it happened to me.this is not the first time as ive said.i dunno why.its weird.its like for a while,i stare and realise this is how my partner look like.haha.
hmm...test on wed.i just started.hope it goes well.glenn is having outfield till thu.malcolm is away in taiwan.km disappeared.oh wells.im short of 3 people to whine to now.maybe this means more time to study and work on my reports.wish me luck.
lastly...Happy 21st Birthday Khorkiee.
;6:43:00 PM
Sunday, July 24, 2005
Friday
day with bestest khaki.met her at raffles city in the afternoon.she's buying some stuff and we took a bus down to buy some railway tickets.haha.sound so fun to take a train down to KL.next time i'll try it.anw,den we went to her place to put some stuff and head to SGH for her dental appointment.i always get lost at new places la,its doesnt help when the hospital is quite big as well.
later,took a bus down to millenia walk to buy candies.haha.and i happily left it in her bag when we went back.lols.walked to marina sq and its indeed a maze.many shops.ate at cafe cartel.so full after tat.went back to raffles city to collect her bags and we got to go.i bought a ring only after all the walking.lols.anw,many thanks to her for the wondeful afternoon.i love you!
Saturday
actually the night before ahem told me he might not be comin out due to some crappy things which happened inside.was so sad tt i cried.alright,i know it doesnt make sense la.cry just because u cant see someone.anw,i was just sad la.but on sat afternoon he msged to say he's out.haha.so yup.i got to meet him.cant decide on what to do cos of some last min changes.tim din called to collect the clothes so wat we planned earlier on got to be changed.no more headin to his place and then passin tim the stuff.so we went city hall but its too crowded,turned back and head for harbourfront.ate at the food ctr there.haha.
cldnt decide between going for coffee and walking ard.in the end,we went for the cable car ride.its so fun! lols...den went for a walk and head back to the harbourfront ctr for more food. it was already like 9pm then.den were comtemplating whether to haf coffee at starbucks or coffee club.chose the latter.hang ard till its closed and we went for kk's bday party! yup yup.so sorry for not staying long.u know the reason alr right? but u still had a great and fantastic night huh? ps:thank you for the really fun night. =)
;2:18:00 PM
Friday
day with bestest khaki.met her at raffles city in the afternoon.she's buying some stuff and we took a bus down to buy some railway tickets.haha.sound so fun to take a train down to KL.next time i'll try it.anw,den we went to her place to put some stuff and head to SGH for her dental appointment.i always get lost at new places la,its doesnt help when the hospital is quite big as well.
later,took a bus down to millenia walk to buy candies.haha.and i happily left it in her bag when we went back.lols.walked to marina sq and its indeed a maze.many shops.ate at cafe cartel.so full after tat.went back to raffles city to collect her bags and we got to go.i bought a ring only after all the walking.lols.anw,many thanks to her for the wondeful afternoon.i love you!
Saturday
actually the night before ahem told me he might not be comin out due to some crappy things which happened inside.was so sad tt i cried.alright,i know it doesnt make sense la.cry just because u cant see someone.anw,i was just sad la.but on sat afternoon he msged to say he's out.haha.so yup.i got to meet him.cant decide on what to do cos of some last min changes.tim din called to collect the clothes so wat we planned earlier on got to be changed.no more headin to his place and then passin tim the stuff.so we went city hall but its too crowded,turned back and head for harbourfront.ate at the food ctr there.haha.
cldnt decide between going for coffee and walking ard.in the end,we went for the cable car ride.its so fun! lols...den went for a walk and head back to the harbourfront ctr for more food. it was already like 9pm then.den were comtemplating whether to haf coffee at starbucks or coffee club.chose the latter.hang ard till its closed and we went for kk's bday party! yup yup.so sorry for not staying long.u know the reason alr right? but u still had a great and fantastic night huh? ps:thank you for the really fun night. =)
;2:18:00 PM
Friday, July 22, 2005
ytd my group went to the esplanade area to do surveys again.ya,its hard as u can see.the scorching sun,the unfriendly toursist(some!),the zero number of stalls tt sells cheap snacks,the embarrassment of getting rejected and whatsnot.but in the end,i went home without buying anything.thankful for that.tep has led me into a shopping shopping and mroe shopping mindset. you know the reason is purely due to the amt of time i spent using the computer.as u can see the sudden influx of everybody buying things online,i was part of the crowd as well.alright.i only bought a couple.still...u get addicted seeing the variety of things online.i just go on and on surfing website website and more website.
ive not been blogging tt often recently.lost the feel this week.no motivation no stories.maybe im having pms.im not sure of tt also.there's many things i wan to do.on top of the list would be to go shopping,followed by finish reading my book,packing my cupboard,clearing my table and it goes on.currently trying to look for a place where i can enjoy readin a book/mag whilst drinking some coffee/tea/anything.preferably quiet and near my place.haha.i used to think goin out alone, shopping alone and eating alone is a no-no for me.for some obvious reason,ive changed it since probably last yr? i do things alone at times.no doubt friends can be a joy to me.i believe there are times whr each of us need time alone.
today is friday!weekends coming.i love it.basically tmr will be heading over to glenn's place to pass him back all the clothes and his mp3.u dun expect me to go out lugging that heavy plastic bag and with his bag and mp3 right.after that,im not sure alr.there's quite a few things tt need to be done.so im not sure if i can head to kk's bday bbq.anw,i miss him quite a bit.maybe quite alot.i love the dressing up every sat.last week was quite bad i think.cos i was in a hurry to go out, as ahem was done meeting up with liv alr,so i just grab anything to wear plus a pair of earrings.i ended up too dressed-up thus i took out the earrings and it looked more dressed-down.whew.
realised that this week is a no earrings week.haha.i go to sch w/o earrings from mon to thu.i dunno why.also,i went to sch with the same bag for 4 days.ive nv done tt ever since im workin in this new place.lols.but nvm la.i forsee a lack of clothes to wear for the next 3 wks of sch.every morning will be back to choosing and mixing clothes again.sighs.i hate this.
;9:37:00 AM
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
surveying in the afternoon was quite a failure. considering the fact tt i hardly ask anyone to do it. was too embarrassed to get rejected. some tourists actually talk alot. like 10-15 mins.gosh. met jan along the way. she was doin survey as well. i helped her k.its a 5 PAGES long survey. it definitely took up quite abit of my time. lols.i was wondering who will actually came my chi name. den i saw her.grins.
i bought a tank top in the end.haha. i dunno why but i think ive like quite a number now. white,black,green,purple,pink,red,brown,orange. some colors i have 2 different designs.haha. this is crazy. i think im short of blue,yellow and grey. haha...
by the way,i gave up using the mp3 player. i cant understand anything frm the manual. its so cheem.yup. so obviously i cant put in songs as well. sighs. im totally NOT computer savvy at all. haha.duh...
;8:25:00 PM
just came back frm lunch.yeah! going out to do surveys later! finally... my supervisor is finally back, so we can print everything and tada... off we go. but at first we cldnt decide whr to go. its between town,esplanade,zoo and clarke quay. haha.so in the end... we chose town...how fun huh. i hope i wun start shopping ard.
realised i haven been gg for daily mass. alright,not tt i go everyday last time. but i go when i haf nth on... now...its tep till 6pm.so pretty much no chance. im gonna start with my wish list now...
*casual yet formal watch *running shoes *sneakers pls.(mine is almost gone now) *more tops(variety.frm tanks to tees to whatever) *new pair of jeans! *more formal wear *three quarters pants... *back strap sandal(i haven been wearin my haivainas) *new phone.lols. *new wallet *more books *more belts *more accessories *bohemian looking skirt
gosh.tts quite a bit.haha! but who cares.hopefully can get the watch and shoes soon.my mum is payin for shoes tho.=) anybody know whr to get abercrombie tee in singapore? haha...
;1:34:00 PM
Tuesday, July 19, 2005
ive been doin nth related to market research the past 2 days. been surfing blogs,checkin up unis,etc... there's really nth much to do here sometimes. some teacher comes over occasionally. isit some kind of spot check? lols.tt sound kiddy.
anw,the word kiddy reminds me of chalven. cos i met him at north canteen jus now. and he said he got a cough, and i went like,"the word cough sound like some kid lidat." and he said,"den i have throat irritation." alrights.at least tts funny to me.
im dying of facing the computer everyday. the heavy rain outside makes me so sleepy. how i wish i can just head home straight and sleep. sheesh...about 3 more mths of tep. big big sigh.
two and a half more hrs till sch ends. im happily counting down here. im gonna repeat this again. this is such a waste of my time. ive nothing to do here!
;3:08:00 PM
Monday, July 18, 2005
for some reasons,im having headaches very often.thus it induce some form of pms in me at times.i go crazy in school.when u see me mess up my hair,there is definitely something wrong.ive no reason why am i suffering from this inbearable pain sometimes.it gets really bad at times.my head feels so heavy i think its dropping off.it doesnt help when im on the bus as well.i cant take long journeys as most of you know.i get headaches and stuff all the time.the only cure to it is to drink something.so,it explains why i need my ahem very often.i think he'ss the only guy who goes out wif a bag and water bottle.i nid these two things badly.one is for me to stuff my handbag in.second for me to drink whenever im on a bus.im grateful for that.
i watched the apprentice last night.quite good i wld say.my sisters wun let me watch it in the room,thus i stayed at the living room to watch it all alone.urghs.i hate watchin in the living room alone,its eerie.i dun mean my place is haunted or whatever la.dun get the wrong idea.i just dun like.there's las vegas today! doubt i can stay awake as u can see.so probably i'll sleep early tonight and get more rest to watch alias tmr.haha.tt sound like a good idea huh.
i really wanna start exercising again soon.really really.im angry wif myself sometimes as well.i wonder wat is causing my laziness and stubborn-ness.probably i nid someone to knock some sense into me.i dun wan to be so conscious abt weight and stuff.it sucks at times.talkin so much abt my weight and not doin anything to improve it.like many,procrastination always take place.
maybe i shld stop wif all the i here i there.it makes me look like some ( ) i cant think of the word.try to fill in the blank den.oh ya...was just comtemplating between reading the style mag at home or bring it to sch just now.at home i can read it comfortably,enjoying lookin at all the beautiful pics and stuff.if i bring it to sch,i can read it slowly while i got nth to do there.but not as comfortably as when im home.haha...conclusion:i read it at home just now.i din finish tho.gna continue tmr or sth.
;8:33:00 PM
some lecturer is jus standing like 1m away frm me now. but i dun think she care la. anw,im having a bad headache recently. -urghs i wanted to come up wif a wish list now. but pretty lazy. so soon soon. haha...but i still cant decide which pair of papillio i want. how how? hopefully i can get my dkny watch by next mth. yeah.wish me luck.
din shop at all last wk. so not fun.but its due to me payin my bill la. den feeling broke. haha.maybe this week i shall do some shopping. haven been clubbing wif my girls. sighs.i miss you all!
anw,its finally the 5th week alr. so another 4 more wks to go, before i go back to the gym. i think its a much better place. more of my frens. more slack time i hope. supposed to be out doin surveys now, but the teacher is nt here so we cant print the papers. and she might be on leave tmr. how lucky of my grp huh. now everything is pushed back agn, and everyone is playing and wastin time.
everytime i pass by AJC and see their stadium(so-called), unknowingly,the image of CJ's grandstand appear. for the 1st few wks of sch... i gather there wif all the whitleyans b4 headin to class. from bevie whom i go to sch wif, to yupei,meiting,stef,dav,shaun etc... had so much fun time there. all the mass pe lessons. so tiring but i wun mind doin it again. the running round at the tracks every pe lessons, laughing and joking along the way, kena scolded by isaac lim for not wearin cj shorts, etc...
i miss my quartet.we trained so hard for our 4 by 400m. all those encouragements,i'll nv forget. i miss the netball team. all those crazy trgs running up the slope. whew!drained us of our energy half the time. i miss 1t08. the girls and guys. i miss all other friends there. mostly are friendships built,i dun think any was broken. thanks for everything!
if im given a chance to go back for one day. i'll do the same things. buy my sandwich in the morning. head to level 3 and visit t20 to t22. haf my daily chat wif ppl like malc and jinwei. den go over to glenn's class. stay there till its time for assembly. eat wang wang wif the flower power gang. tell each other lame jokes. go for break tog.eat my fav chicken chop. after sch go town wif friends. den head home after a tiring day. do my work till 12pm. i believe i wun complain anything if im back there.
;3:05:00 PM
Sunday, July 17, 2005
aunties and uncles over at my place now. adult talk outside.haha. anw,only came back at 2 plus just now. went town to collect stuff from glenn. he made me wait for one hr plus la.urgh. but anw,in the end... i had to carry his super heavy bag home for him. cos he's supposed to pass me his mp3 stuff, so i can help him put in the songs. but he used an ugly plastic bag to put it, and i dun wan to go hm wif tt in my hand. thus i had to use his bag... and he din take out his water bottle and keys. which adds on to the weight.
ytd was movie at ps. war of the worlds.pretty good. den went clarke quay. supposed to go the TCC. but i dunno why we walked the other way instead. so ya la... din go and head hm at 10plus. met so many ppl tho. from relatives to friends.
;4:52:00 PM
Saturday, July 16, 2005
midnight movie last night was cancelled. cos cldnt decide on which show to watch, furthermore ahem wasnt well.haha. den supposed breakfast tog was cancelled as well. cos of my personal reason.
so in the end,i only woke up at 10 today. 10hours of sleep shld be sufficient. ahem just went canoeing. but its raining now,i dunno how he doin it. lols.but im home happily watchin tv. perhaps only gg out in the late afternoon.
anw,back to ytd. SW seminar was bad.the food sucks. we paid $2.50 for tt miserly amt of food. luckily i went for the eclair first.whew~ tt was probably the nicest food there. nth much.ytd passed pretty fast. cos we end at 5.30pm...
i realised a lack of accessoriesfor myself. like necklaces and bracelets and etc. the only comfort is my 30plus pairs of earrings. but tt doesnt seem alot to many as well. at least to me it does. any dad and mum cant stop askin me abt my earrings. for example, i gg shopping wif mum and we go into some earrings shop, den she will go like,"buy la buy la" and i'll say dun wan la,got so many alr,must stop. for my dad its... he looks at the board which i hang all my earrings, and there's still alot of space cos i used up the 1st board alr. so the new one only have like 7 pairs. den he went like,"wah,so empty,nv buy more ar?" so i said never la...duh. and he goes,"aiyoh,go buy la!"
aint they shocked by the number of stuff i haf alr? i really wonder. just look at my sisters. they probably haf less than 10 earrings add tog. they dun go shopping for clothes almost every wk. they dun take as many pictures as me. haha...alright.i guess im spoilt k. but not those kind tt goes for branded goods.
;10:48:00 AM
Thursday, July 14, 2005
im so bored at home... -sighs doin nth much other than blasting the music. today was such a bad day. other than lunch. everything just not goin my way. and i haf to hear sth i din expect frm you. yea.
but wat to expect now... u hardly read abt wat happened in sch for me. the main reason is, i've nth much to say abt sch. other than the few complaints here and there. i dunno whether to change my blog or not.
i haf things i wan to write but i cant. i know everyone will just go like, aiyah,its ur blog wat,why bother abt others. but...its jus weird. i dunno how.
anyway,ive heard a shockin truth today... called my special fren. haha...u know who u are. and i dunno whether to be happy or sad for u la. its like u like her for such a long time alr. but suddenly u give up. we'll talk again soon. =)
im really glad for sth tt happened today. thank you for tt msg. its been so long since we talked.
school is a bore.
;7:57:00 PM
just came back from lunch wif chalven. computer class today was a bore. i almost F the teacher. he's so lousy in teaching. its like we said we dun understand, but he just continue teaching like we r damn stupid or wat.
i cant wait for comp classes to end now. there's nth worth me lookin forward at all. but one good thing is tt... weekends are coming... yeah!
fri hopefully able to meet ahem for some midnight movie. den sat afternoon maybe meetin malcolm, while glenn meet livia... den meet ahem for dinner somewhere... sun is church as usual, shld i do some shopping mum after tt? haha..i'll see how la.
oh shit! just realised sth. there might be a probability of meeting sera on fri night as well. she might be clubbing... we've pushed it week after week. haha...we'll see how again.
;2:14:00 PM
Wednesday, July 13, 2005
Fuck off!
ive come to an conclusion. i cant click with nyp-ians at all. i mean those from my batch. my cousins from year 1 and her frens are funny ppl. those from yr 2---> pretty much a bitch
there always comes a pt in time whr... u just give up on everything. cant be bothered abt how ppl look at u.
;10:41:00 AM
really sorry my girls for not meeting u guys ytd. sth cropped up at the last min. sorry yanz,jiamx and lala...
anw,i just talked to my cousin and her frens. cos they r gna haf lessons at the lab opp my room. and her frens are pretty funny. one goes like you are so pretty. den i said thanks. and my cousin went like she's les. lols... hmm...and i made them go to the toilet wif me. and we met even more frens outside.haha.
note:i dun understand how dumb some ppl get. it gets on my nerves. ive told u so many times. u still dun understand. i give up. i'll just list u under my "urgh-friends".
;9:15:00 AM
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
been eating all the junk food today... oohh... im gna start complaining abt being fat and all alr. sighs...i pity those who is gg to listen to all those shit. hmm,later will be gelare wif the girls i think... yeah.my fav girls always... TUESDAY IS WAFFLES DAY... yummilicious...
anyway,i din finish watching las vegas last night. actually i only watched the first 15 mins. haha...im too lazy to record it, cos my sis wasnt home... sighs...its the new season la. i'll try again next week.
tmr got to wear formal. this sucks seriously. and fri its formal again... cant they like just watch us present in shorts and tees. tts my usual combi half the time. lols.
;3:54:00 PM
Monday, July 11, 2005
alright.ive been telling myself do some work since 7pm. till now im still doing nth. its totally different from last yr. i study my ass off for my papers(exaggerated.duh?) this sem is basically slack and crappy. i cant wait to get back to the classical modules.
talking about studying... i miss all my mugging times back in cj. i study till 12plus half the time. and note that... i start doin my work and all at probably 7plus 8pm. i pretty much enjoy it tho.
i can count on my classmates when i nid help. they r just one call away... oh ya yanz! rmb the time b4 the history mid yr paper, i called u wanting to ask one question only, and we ended up chatting for one hr, apparently forgetting abt our paper the next day.haha. all those mugging times at different places.i miss it. note: are we still meetin tmr for gelare?
sam:hey!i find myself faking a smile in front of ppl sometimes as well.i just feel they dun understand me and dun know wat im gg thru.they keep telling me that school is okay and yada yada.but i still cant find that "special thing" which makes me like school.anyway,be strong and pray for god's help whenever u feel like breaking down.im glad there's someone in nyp on the same frequency as me,at least i know im not weird.thanks!! =)
;8:17:00 PM
i find myself in a good mood this morning. haha... but anw, sometimes i really dun understand ppl. i dunno wat is gg thru their mind. they do things w/o thinking. really dumb... i hope i dun become like them. eeww... the thot of it gives me goosebumps.
mmm.... not gna let this affect my mood for today. im happy. la-dee-dum...=)
;2:33:00 PM
Sunday, July 10, 2005
i just received a really sweet msg... it really makes me want to cry... so touched and happy. nothing matters more now. i love you.
;8:15:00 PM
Saturday
hmm.accompanied glenn to collect his specs at tp. den we head to town. wanted to watch a show. but no suitable timing and shows. so decided to go for dinner first... walked from lido to taka and back to wheelock. haha... coz we think taka will be crowded. had bk.really full. wanted to go for mango dessert. but decided against it.too full.
went back to taka. he went kino while i look for chalven and company. wished his fren happy bday and left shortly after. haha. oh ya.i din see the hot french girl whom chalven says is pretty/hot. her back was facing me. anw,walked ard... reached hm at 12 plus. i had a great time last night.
with the addition of glenn's mp3. i foresee myself holdin on to it half the time. and he says can put photos inside. so i can foresee(again!) that it will be filled wif my pictures. haha...tts wat happen when u haf a gf like me. lols...im horrible i know.
Sunday
church in the morning as usual... breakfast wif mum and sis. owells...wats new. received sera's msg to haf lunch. so off i go to meet her in taka. we did so much walking today man.
had mos for lunch.did the usual chatting. sch seems like the worse place one can be in. anw,she was looking for a skirt frm mango... so we went to a total of 4 mango stores. but sadly,dun haf. we met bevie at lido tho. sera was like,"eh,is that bev?" i turned and see her running and big hugs for each of us. after talkin for abt 1 min,she got to go,so another hug. haha...
den we got stucked cos it started to rain. so we went back to lido hopin to find a seat somewhr. met bevie again. anw,no seats dere so we head to wheelock. the cafes at borders were quite full. so we din know whr to go. and walked all the way back to wisma.haha... tried on some clothes at f21 and i finally bought 1. whew~
again,we walked to taka and sat down at mac. my legs were aching frm all the walking.haha. continue chatting and only left the place at 4plus... took a bus back and got wet due to the super heavy rain. urgh... but i had a really great afternoon wif her. all those catching up...totally love it.
;7:21:00 PM
Saturday, July 09, 2005
hey people! i've got a pair of papillio's sandals/slip-ons for sale!
its going at only S$75.brand new and authentic.
I dun think you can find this design in Singapore.And also the price will be much much higher in Singapore's stores...
i've got no idea how to upload the pics here,but go to this link below and see for yourself.
got nth to do now... sigh.i saw many pretty clothes today. haha.but ive decided not to buy any. but i almost bought this green l/s top frm f21. sadly the thread came off at the bottom. its really cheap somemore. urgh... and and... there's this pretty bohemian skirt. i cant bring myself to buyin it. $58 for tt...no no. but its so nice and pretty!!
anyways...i also saw this fetchy top. really retro kind... but its really short,can see the belly button tt is. haha. and i think i wun wear unless im clubbin and and... i hardly goes.prob once every 2 mths. so its pointless. the main point comes now... its only like $29.90. aawww......so tempting.
for some reasons...my guy fren is not pickin up my calls. i dunno why. i cant reach him whenever i nid him. sometimes this sucks. cos he pretty much understand me and wat im gg thru. all those years of friendship wasnt for nth. unknowingly...its been like 6years... we were so close then. i miss him sometimes. if u r reading this,pls call back will you?
this morning while choosing wat to wear. i realised something. that is i dun wear "loud" clothings to sch. probably cos i dun wan to be seen as some AA(attract attention) girl. ya. im having headache every morning. i cant decide all the time. even tho b4 i slp,i think of wat to wear alr. but very often,it jus doesnt match and i haf to think agn. tt takes up my time to eat my breakfast sometimes.
by the way... i dunno if its good or bad if ahem is out tmr. lets say he's not. i can go for trg tmr but cant meet my girls on sun. cos i'll definitely be meetin him on sun.simple.. now lets say he is out. i will be skipping trg.meetin my girls on sun. haha.i think i know the answer alr.
i still think ahem is more impt. sorry to say that. i can always meet my girls on a weekday. but not sayin u guys are not impt k. cos if i can meet on a weekend,i will. unlike some grp of ppl.... i really wish i dun c them sometimes. haha.
;9:57:00 PM
i was really bored jus now... so i started reading one of my frens' fren blog. she happened to be one of my bestest guy fren's gf. (actually i knew it long ago.haha...) anyway...back to topic was readin her archives... felt pretty happy for him. the girl seems very nice to him. =)
mm.... i wonder why sometimes im such a bitch. i dun understand my frens at times. i have stupid requests. i gave them lousy attitude. i snapped right in front of them. blar blar...
today is FRIDAY!! yeah! TGIF. my horrible school day is coming to an end. 2 days of no-nyp... then its back to normal again. i'll probably be in a bad mood again then. haha... there's really nth for me to be happy about... and and and... ive got no idea why am i talkin abt the same shit over and over again, ever since when? like sem 1 of my 1st yr? shit man.
oh ya...1 thing for sure. i dislike ppl who dun understand my "fashion sense" i mean even if u dun like or watever shit, dun say it out. unless its a stranger for goodness sake. cos he/she probably wun know u r talkin abt them. so yada yada....
im not being critical abt anything. jus tt it already sucks tt im in this sch. i hope my frens will not criticise me or watever. but i think maybe i shldnt think so much anyway... my motto in nyp is to cant be bothered abt anything. so wat for take into account all the crap gg on. i'll jus stay clear of certain people now...
;8:45:00 AM
Thursday, July 07, 2005
school was like shit today... i was really in a bad mood... do i have to say the truth out before u understand? urgh...this sucks .
things got better after lunch. i head to amk for lunch wif my sis. ate at jack's place. the last day to haf lunch wif her on a weekday. she's gna start teaching tmr. sobs... no more lunch treats from her. i was so used to it for the past 2 yrs. i count on her anytime. so long as she's home,she'll always join me. sighs.
i felt much better after eating. went to meet chalven for a short while. whew~ my day wasnt tt bad afterall.
mm...weekends are comings! yeah! my fav days for all time... i wanna do some shopping. but but but... im saving up for my papillio slip-ons. i hope no one gets the same one. if not im gna flare... haha...
;8:29:00 PM
went chinatown with char last night... we had durians while talking and bitching... haha. den walked ard and went for porridge.. . thanks so much for ytd girl... its really fun.durian again anytime... =) love you!
mmm...now its back to sch again. u see me blogging away early in the morning. -sighs this is boring. i'll write another entry soon... tata.off.
;8:35:00 AM
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
mm...meeting char later. hopefully it doesnt rain... i've got no umbrella today. haha... today is basically another slack day how boring huh?
i dunno why is my friend not picking up my call. this is weird... i'll call again soon then.
;5:07:00 PM
liars.liars.liars.
im sorry but i believe wat i see and feel. the way u treat ppl is just too fake. i cant stand you. (if u r feelin guilty after readin,u r probably one of those) haha... i'll just be okay friends with u now. in future probably just hi-bye friends... its not tt i dun see a need in u as a fren. but i just dun agree wif the way u behave.
so i wun share so many stories wif u from now. too many things happened. this is one of the many reasons why i dislike nyp. people here ---- > i cant click with
why are so many of you guys in other schs?? urgh... i miss whitley. i miss cjc. i miss my girlfriends... i miss my best friend... everyone other than most nyp-ians...
;9:16:00 AM
Tuesday, July 05, 2005
fuck!
i just realised i miss las vegas last night.again... aahhhh!!! this sucks... i missed it for 3 weeks already... shit! for some reason,i cant stay awake till late on mons... i always go to sleep early on mondays. and i think ytd was the new season. isit???
3 weeks of las vegas.urgh! i shall start recording it next wk. so i'll not miss it anymore...
;8:12:00 PM
its facing the computer all over again when im back home. i seriously haf no life man. i really wanna do something useful. really... probably work part time,meet up with more friends, spend my time reading sth useful not only blogs, learn something new or whatever... -sighs
i haf a sudden interest in econs. its weird i know... maybe i'll start reading more abt it and do teachin next time. haha...maybe maybe why does my future seem so bleak? i dunno where to go after tis...
netball trg on fri...shld i go? im really really lazy nowadays.-pouts
im envious of some people... i wonder why god gave them the good things. money.looks.brains. its enuf to kill me. i always thot u cant haf all 3. but i think there are ppl like tis.urgh! maybe i shld just be content wif wat i haf.
im so bored in sch sometimes i wanna cry... was effing tired juz now,but no... i cant rest for a while coz the tcher is ard...eeks! i hate sch...pretty much still...
;7:43:00 PM
hmm...accompanied char and joanne for dinner at j8 ytd.haha.they were at cartel eating all the free flow food.lols...anw,its just a major chit chat session...joanne left at 9plus while char head to my place...supposedly to go over and use my phone but we ended up doing sth else.haha...i've destroyed tt piece of paper alr...lols.now i know whr it goes... den my sis fetched char home... =)
;8:39:00 AM
Monday, July 04, 2005
i spent my day doing quite abit of work here and there... i attended lecture in the morning. had a 1hr break.exactly 1 hr i mean..normally i try to slack till 1.20 or 1.30pm la... u know how boring tep is.been doing research online for the whole time.haha.alright.i did surf other websites la.tts because im bored...anw,i miss my weekends...sigh.it was really great last two days.
;5:44:00 PM
Saturday, July 02, 2005
i woke up at 9plus this morning.still feeling sleepytho.and i've been facing the computer since then.there's practically nothing to do at home early in the morning u see.haha.a supposed swim in the morn was put off coz i woke up too late.but but...i went for a jog at 9.30pm last night.lols.
meetin glenn today.yippie! i really really do feel like shopping and doing all the retailtherapy,but im not that rich as u can see.money dun comes that easily.sigh.anw,i'll see how it goes today...
my table is still in a mess.cant be bothered to pack it la.since i dun use it to study or anything. despite it being called a study table.-grins- i want to get back to studying.i feel useless and dumb doing tep.it takes up so much of my time but i do nth there.shit nyp.urgh.