fcuk it.ive been online for like 3hrs, the whole time shopping online.urghs!
anyways,do any of you guys have friends who organise sprees? i want so many things man. goodness.but the shipping fees and handling charges are a killer! please tell me if ur frens are organising any. anyone will do. A&F, AE, Asos, GoJane, Alloy, Hollister, Old Navy. If they are selling anything also welcome.haha! like loop nyc clutches and junk food tees (the price in sgp is effing expensive!)
by the way, i need my hair to grow longer man.i cant wear like 1/2 of my earrings cos they are too big and chunky. i look weird in them.
;11:06:00 PM
Boo! let the countdown begins...
i need to be alone for the time being. i need to stop buying things. i need someone beside me now. i need money to go shopping.(contradicting) i need to meet up with friends.(sorry for neglecting you guys) i need to finish readin my book soon. i need to complete all my projs.
i hate to do things without you by my side,i need to whine to you constantly.come back soon.
;10:29:00 PM
Tuesday, August 30, 2005
i dun understand whats the point of being friendly and all, when all i get is shit from you.
till now,im still thinkin if i shld send him off.i have my storyboard to do tho.but im seriously not in the mood to do anything.so be nice and leave me alone for tonight and probably tmr.im going for my i-need-some-time-alone thingy again soon.i'll be bringing a few things along with me for the next 3 weeks.by the way,if i show u guys any irritated face,dun blame me.i see my mood swings coming.
anyways,thanks to all for asking me out the next 3 weeks.i'll try to make it to as many as i can k. liquid room tmr is cancelled.all thanks to me and my heaps of work to be done.i've been slping late the past few nights.was doing the flash and other stuff.haha...and thu and fri ive got some stupid drafts to hand in.wth.the notice board is not done as well.im so dead.but i still want to go out all the time.
actually i thot of how to make myself happy.haha.im bored in sch just now u see.so my thots went wild.and the conclusion was to go shopping and charge it to ahem.lols.he din comment on it tho.so i dunno how is it gna be.afterall,he still owes me my presents.grins.im evil.
about 2 more hrs till he's gone.i'll pray hard for his safety.
im feeling much better already.
;9:02:00 PM
Monday, August 29, 2005
my day was great.
met up wif ahem in the morning.he came over to accompany me to mac for breakfast.had fun playing wif our food and the usual chatting.went to j8 to buy some stuff.we spent like almost half an hr at precious moments looking for cards and playing there.haha.he got me a book which im supposed to update it while he's away.btw,he's leaving tmr.im sad.he accompanied me to sch and off he goes.sighs.
ive nth to say abt my work in the sch gym.my mind wasnt tt half the time.nice talk with uzair tho.i hope ur night went well. =)
;9:45:00 PM
Sunday, August 28, 2005
my last evening was spent wif ahem.i went town,suntec and marina sq alone before meetin him tho.was checking out some stuff first.met him at millenia walk,supposed marina sq.cos for obvious reasons i was like lost there,i dunno how actually.so i msged him and said i dunno whr to meet him cos im like lost there.but in the end i found my way out.lols.went to eat at carl's jr.since its like one of the newest restaurants in sgp.whatever alright.funny things happen all the time. ytd was no exception.walked ard.bought nth.despite trying on quite a few tops.i haven bought anything for 23 days already.lols.we were bored last night u see.so as usual,i always ask weird qns.we can be like chatting halfway and i go...eh,i nv buy anything for quite long alr hor.so... in the end,i end up counting when was the last time i bought sth la.
my legs were like aching and hurting.wanted to take a cab home.but realised its pointless.since i will still need to walk home even after alighting.trying to change abit ytd.instead of wearing flats and sneakers always.i decided on pumps.haha...i think i walked too much lah.4 hrs of non stop shopping.lol.
today was church family day.quite fun considering all the kids ard.i called my sis's godsister family down to join in the fun.and den my nieces came as well.cos their dad know some lady frm my church.haha...head home at 3pm for a nap.the weather was killing.went back at 6pm for the bbq.tt was liek my only meal today la.im not dieting or whatever k.i just din feel like eating whatever tts over there today.
;10:10:00 PM
Saturday, August 27, 2005
ytd was dinner with malcolm.loads of catching up and latest stories and gossips.u better feel guilty for not helping me ask the price of that top.haha.willy wonka huh.the best part of the night was sitting at lido looking out for pretty girls.lols.all the fun times.thanks alot!
hopefully meetin ahem today.pray hard for it.
chalven: hey! so sorry abt ytd.i di know tt guy wld be that irritating.it felt weird i guess.haha! so sorry once again! call me anytime when u're bored in sch. take care.
;12:58:00 PM
Friday, August 26, 2005
Yeah! TGIF!
7 more weeks to go for this attachment in school.haha! anw,im still working on my flash proj,which ive been taking forever as u can see.lols.im really bad at it lah.hmm...not sure if can club next wed or not.if can,will be going liquid room with yan.hopefully can...-cross my fingers sch is boring.at least ive working out for the past few days.whew...time wasnt wasted.luckily.
anyway,i really dunno whats wrong with super skinny guys in nyp.those you know skinny-till-he's-like-a-bamboo kind.they trying to act punk and all by wearing those big big tees and baggy jeans and skater shoes.it just makes them look even skinnier.goodness.and also,whats up with all the clubbing tops girls wear to school.i mean hello! its a school for goodness sake.by the way, the clubbing tops im talkin are those glittery,diamante,skimpy and breasts-spilling kind.i seriously think im in the wrong school sometimes.i've no idea why they are wearing all these to sch,are they tryin to tell ppl tt they goes club very often or what? sighs.im speechless at this moment.
i better dun think and criticise so much.karma does exist.at least for me.haha...i should just look forward to the weekends.
char:hey bestest khaki! dun worry so much for the shoes k.my papillio and ur birkies will be here soon.lets hope for the best.haha...we'll meet up after ur exams k.love ya!! =)
sam:tell me more gossips abt ur shopping trip today!haha.i still cant get the causeway point thing out of my mind.i mean its quite funny for them to want to go there.lol.
;10:28:00 AM
Wednesday, August 24, 2005
its finally wednesday! the weekends are coming,but im so not looking forward to it.big sigh.i shld be busy doing my projs and stuff,but im still too lazy to start.sheesh...saturday hopefully i'll be going out.sunday will be in church for family day.which is gna take up the whole day i assume.so i guess i'll have no time to do my stuff.
im glad tt time is passin so fast this week.cos i hope he's coming back tmr instead of fri.so at least i get some msgs or calls.however,once the weekends are here,time will pass damn fast and he's leaving on wed night i think.shld i send him off? or shld i just go home and sleep? i dun want to see myself crying there so i better stay home.lols.
night duty again tmr.i hope i can work out again.haha.my hair is finally dry,so i can sleep now. grins...
;10:59:00 PM
Tuesday, August 23, 2005
actually i have loads of stuff to do.cant get down to it tho.lets take a look.
by this week - complete my flash proj week 2 to 4 - busy preparing for roadshows week 3 - nutrition presentation/tutorial week7 - presentation on promotion
i have no idea whats on for me on week 5 and 6.but in between all these stuff,there are still other stuff that needs to be done.urghs.i know everyone got lots to do as well.but i just hate the workload sometimes.oh ya.before i forget,i have to change the stupid notice board.and change the articles once every 2 weeks.goodness.
and for the promotion presentation,i haf to go interview 3 gyms.its like wth. so troublesome. sighs.abt 8 more weeks to go.wish me luck.sorry to those whom i cant make it to meet u guys. alright.i'll be quite free in sept.so u get the idea.haha...
have i mentioned that glenn thinks my bag is too bling bling.and i whined on and on cos i dropped one of the shiny shiny things.lols.and tt i refused to let him put my bag on the floor last fri.haha...it was funny by the way...
;7:50:00 PM
Sunday, August 21, 2005
Friday
my day started off in the sch gym.yea.officially first day there.haha.thank goodness for quite a number of familiar faces.i din feel so left out and all.me and anna were working out in the morning.felt great tho tired.yes yes.u know how lazy i am.den parry came to the gym,so i accompanied him for lunch after he was done.den it was OCK curry puff by qiu.thanks so much.me and rajwant were craving for food.so damn hungry u see.soon it was kfc time with the mrc-ians.haha!we went to pick our share of food at level 4.$3 for 2 pc chicken,whipped potato and popcorn chickens.hell yeah! haha.i cant rmb the rest of the day alr.lols.
head home first before my quite perfect night.i mean i had a great time.yoshi for dinner.i was craving for the soup.haha.den bought tix for midnight movie,cos we missed the 9plus slot.so we end up gg ntuc to buy mineral water first.den to the kopitiam for supper.den supposedly back to coffee bean for a drink but it was full.thus,the last min decision to mac.and the stupid place closes at 11pm.so we got nowhere to go and end up on level 4 of j8 sitting ard.2hrs of non stop chatting.i love it.i tell you i can talk non stop once im with my close friends/bf.cos they jus know like 70% of the ppl in my life and in my sch.so i can go like, "eh.i tell u ar,guy A blar blar,den girl C blar blar,followed by guy S and girl H and so on.haha... so i was just telling him abt my whole week in sch in that 2 hrs.haha.the movie was funny.reached home at 2plus in the end.so tired by then.
Saturday
went to meet glenn in town.while waiting,this rgs girl came over and asked me to do a survey.i swore this is the first time i seriously read thru the questions and try to think of answers.cos some of the qns are open ended u see.haha.she is really honest in conductin the survey.cos for the whole 20mins,she only approached me and someone else.as in she looked ard for suitable targets.goodness.no wonder she's in rg.anw,met anand there as well.haha.
finally he came and we went to get my green tea frap at paragon.walked ard paragon den heeren.met so many ppl ytd.from whitley to cj to nyp.i end up with nth.head back to glenn's place for his sis bday bbq at home.it was quite fun considering i was laughing at the stories his uncles shared.i mean everyone at the balcony was laughing la.im not the only idiot.reached home at 11plus.whew.wat a night.
btw,i've decided to give up reading my current book, "the rule of four".cos i dun understand the beginning but i just continued thinking i'll pick up slowly.but im already 1/5 thur it and understand shit.maybe i'll go back once i've got no other books to read.haha...cos now,glenn just passed me the new book he bought ytd.yeah! partly cos he's still at his super thick book now,so i can read it first and give him comments.haha...and also,i've the monthly catholic digest magazine at home.so i dun think i'll run out of stuff to read for the time being.grins...
;4:34:00 PM
Thursday, August 18, 2005
just watched my tv progs.i cant live without it.haha.seriously.
meet-ups with jinwei was cancelled.i guess our time cant match each other or sth.so got to wait till the next time he's back.yup.i think he's leaving for aust or somewhere end of this yr or next yr.one less friend by that time.i mean like now he's stayin in m'sia,still can visit us sometimes,but after gg to aust or somewhr,its hard you see...
i hate to see my friends leave sometimes.we might never been the bestest of friends or even talkin terms before you leave, but the thot of us being friends before was enough for me. cos i know my friends from whitley and cj are much real and better.
stef is back from US tho.hopefully can meet up before she goes back.
;10:05:00 PM
goodness! i dun want to go school tmr already. im not gna elaborate on why. i just dun wan to go tmr. how how how. it has got nothing to do with meeting anybody (in case u're thinking along tt line)...
quite a few things need to be done.too lazy now.haha.i feel like sleeping now again.sheesh.ytd i took a nap at 7pm.din pick up a few calls.too tired.sorry to all.
;7:47:00 PM
thank you my best friend for going thru this shit with me.i love you so much as well.muacks! i'll call you again soon. =)
;12:01:00 AM
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
i cant help but just vent my anger here.i know i just posted an entry like 15mins ago.but but but.the thot of working this fri just turns me off.even tho its not confirmed yet.sighs.i know everyone also have to do but dun wan to do,so why am i the only one complaining? i dunno.guess im pms-ing.the worst part is no one is here to listen to my whines and accompany me thru this period of shit.maybe its not no one,but just the correct one.
anw,i just cried.guess i cant take all the shit tt is happening.i really hate this.sometimes i just want to get out of school.
;11:33:00 PM
life isnt going very well for me right now.JUST as i thot moving on to the gym is a better choice than stayin in mrc.i was totally wrong and taken aback after today's briefing.i foresee (once again!) a boring life there with the idiotic system being put in place.and FUCK it tt i haf to do night shift this fri.im so not lookin forward to it if i haf to do it man.all my promises will be broken.i seriously hate this.but im not gonna do anything about it.cos i simply cant.for the fact that the rest have other more important matters to do,rather than my i-just-want-to-meet-my -bf.but he's leaving soon!! i just want to spend more time with him.urghs.and he doesnt get to come out every fri u see.so fuck it tt when he can come out this fri,so many other ppl cant do duty on fri as well.i really dunno how or wat to do.other than sms him saying im really sorry but the fucking nyp make everyone do duty at night,and im the unlucky one who kena this fri.my promises to you have to be broken.so sorry.what the hell.i hate nyp once again.
you know at times.when u start readin certain letters or messages,you cant help but get SO touched at it and you start tearing and stuff.tt happens to me every single time i read tt special thing.it never fails to tear me.really.thank you so much for everything.i hope you know that you're already my everything.
;11:13:00 PM
Tuesday, August 16, 2005
i just helped char sold her pair of papillio on yahoo auction.haha! after almost 3 wks of posting.so many questions were asked.and in the end,i finally sold it.grins.anw,the lady was nice too.double joy.
now...im off to grab a drink.my throat is so dry now.haha.tata.
;7:59:00 PM
before i forget.jinwei is back from malaysia.haha.i'll probably be meeting him tmr for dinner.and malcolm is back from taiwan as well.i cant imagine tt his first msg to me was actually about someone...lols.still say u give up alr.haha.call me again soon.to update me on all the gossips alright? grins.
im really bored in sch now.sigh.so many things going on.tmr will be moving on to the next stopover-gym. i hope its better there.looking positive right now.=) anw,another 8 more weeks to go.i cant wait to get back to classical module.haha...the sad part is the modules next sem are harder,tts wat my neighbour said.haha...tts his new name.lols.
;1:29:00 PM
ytd left early to settle some personal stuff.den meet glenn for a while.supposed to go church with him but decided to go wif my parents in the end...haha.anw,reach home at like 9plus in the end.so tired.and was glued to the tv ever since.incredible tales was scary,followed by antm.perfect! fell asleep after tt...haha.
anybody want to buy mooncakes? haha.msg me alright? grins.
;1:09:00 PM
Sunday, August 14, 2005
too lazy to update this couple of days.but anw,ytd afternoon was spent looking for shoes and watch wif qiu.haha...he did buy sth in the end.lols.den head home for dinner with my sis,cos my parents went to some church dinner... and they came back with a $100 Tangs voucher! haha,not alot i guess,but its enuf for me. cos,im goin shopping with glenn next weekend.the voucher is a plus plus.haha.my dad is so funny...read on.
-dad came back and walked in- dad:we won a $100 tangs voucher. me: yeah! its for me to go shopping! (note:its an exclamation mark at the end,not a question mark,so i actually presume its mine la) -dad turns to mum- dad:see...i told you. me:of course la! -laugh out louds
anw,one of the plans last night was to meet chalven and friends,but sth cropped up.no worries k!i wun blame u.haha! but i wan to know what's the quarrel about...lols.the other plan is to find some khakis to go clubbing.afterall,the last time i went was 3mths ago.haha.but i decided not to,cos i was tired as well...
today was spent sleepin in the afternoon and doing some crap shit after waking up.now,for those who knows,understand why i hate sch even more.urghs!
;7:27:00 PM
Friday, August 12, 2005
school totally sucks today.as u can see,its just the first 15mins of school,and im already so angry and fucking pissed and whatsnot.again,i can forsee myself cursing and swearing for the rest of the day.of cos inside me la.den when im home,whoever i call will die frm all my whinings and complainings.haha.
anw,i cant stand the look on ur face.it simply turns me off.however,im glad tt i dun see it very often.due to some reasons.if im gonna face you every single min,i'll probably die of cursing and swearing and building that anger inside me.urghs!
yanz: haven seen u for a long long time... yunx: hey you! updates more often,im bored in sch. lala: thanks for ur tag! viking taste so good after not eatin it for a long time.haha! jiams: hope sch was fun for you. -hands u a wang wang
im gna start workin on my flash alr...
;8:41:00 AM
Thursday, August 11, 2005
spent half an hr with uz and kai for their lunch.talks abt relationships as usual.i cant agree more that my r/s with ahem is weird/unusual.i totally agree.but please dun give me those eyes or expressions on your faces,it does put me down at times.im perfectly fine and happy with what we are now.i dun see a need to change.
anw,im back from sch.did that little bit of work for my flash proj.haha.the rest of the time was spent doin nth or doin senseless things.in about one week plus time,i'll be moving to my next stopover.if u r my friend,u better visit the gym more often even if its your sch hols.haha.sbm will be having their hols,so i cant see my eye candy anymore.thus,im already tryin very hard to look for a new one.actually i found one,but i've nv seen him ever since tt day.ya.so i dunno how.
lunch with chalven and anand today.it is so great and fun to have friends ard.at least u know u're not alone.really.u know the times when you r in school,and feel that u haf no real/close friends ard,the feeling totally gives you creeps and you just wanna leave the place at tt very moment.i haf tt so many times.it brings me further and further away,leaving all that i hold on to behind.
i miss glenn.i want to do something special for him.i haf no idea what tho.
;6:54:00 PM
i was just reading thru some blogs,and it got me thinking abt life after poly.i mean i feel like goin to an uni to further my studies,be it in sgp or abroad(highly impossible).if i manage to get into nus or ntu,chances of me needing to stay in a hostel is like so high.cos i dun fancy taking such long journeys to school you see.and i dun wanna waste my time on transport.so am i gonna stay alone? it sounds really boring.stay with a friend? what if we quarrel over some crap and disagree on everything after stayin tog after 2 mths? however,in the first place,will i get a chance to find a friend to stay with? i mean...sorry to say but i dun look forward to stayin with my polymates. furthermore,some wun be continuing with their studies,those u get along with quite a bit might not enter the same uni as you and whatsoever...
i mean though we've been friends for 3 yrs or so,the future route is not different for all of us.ppl gg different ways.in jc,after just a mere 2yrs tog,everyone still gets to stick tog and enter uni. the chances if you meeting friends are much much higher.really...ultimately,i think i shldnt think so much.its so hard to get into an uni in the first place,esp u're in poly.this prolly sucks the most.so,in order to get a place in uni,i have to start studying hard for every single module.yes, i have to.
i often pray to god for good grades,he always gave me what i deserved,thus,i hope this time round he will as well.
;3:40:00 PM
last night was seafood dinner with family.celebrate mummy's birthday.in advance tho.haha...den i came home wanting to finish up the last bit of my report and probably brainstorm for ideas for my flash project, i ended up watching tv all the way till i slept... haha.what a night for wanting to do my work.lols.
anw,i foresee today is a bad day.dun ask why unless u r close to me.haha...
army is crazy.they end trg at 3plus in the morning.im already in dreamland hours ago.lols.btw,i know the reason why the army gives them quite a bit of allowance/pay.cos they let them book out at weird timing(ie 12midnight), so who the hell will take a bus/train home at the hour,so most will be taking cabs,its for their cab fares.haha...
;8:28:00 AM
Wednesday, August 10, 2005
went over to glenn's place ytd to return him the clothes.haha...was playing with the sis most of the time.super funny.she tried licking us and went super high after coming back from thomson plaza.bet she had too much sugar.lols.and she start talking rubbish or maybe cos i dun understand wat she was saying.what do u expect from a turning 3 yr old kid right? haha.anw, he was craving for pizzas so his mum said to order that for dinner.but i left before the pizza came. and his mum gave me a top from shanghai.haha...
today im back in sch.i really wish the hols was longer.10 more days till his next book out.haha.
;9:11:00 AM
Tuesday, August 09, 2005
mon night was fun with char.had dinner at wheellock nydc.we went crazy laughing at ppl.it was so funny...den head to centrepoint to look for her cousin and family.went taka for crazy toys shopping.off i go...back to home to rest after a long day...
i realised sth.last minute meet ups with friends are always better than planned.
;11:12:00 AM
Monday, August 08, 2005
the room is so much more quiet today.with the absence of many ppl.i'd very much prefer this tho.haha...i cant wait to get out of tep.its killing me.boredom takes control of me very often.lols.
i slept late agn last night.cldnt slp earlier cos of my afternoon nap.sighs.talkin to anand last night bring much joy to me.cos i can call him for lunch anytime.once again,i miss secondary school life. yada-yada-yada.cant be bothered by senseless ppl ard.i gave up trying hard to fit in.just as i thot nyp wasnt tt bad,i was wrong and totally taken aback cos some ppl just spoil everything.once more... so i fell back and reach a stage whereby i think nyp-ians are hard to get along with.haha...whats new.
im supposed to be doin my reports and projs now.but since my grp din do anything last week.i figured out tt why shld i even bother so much.haha.so im back to blogging and reading senseless stuffs and figuring out how to do my stupid flash.so glad the date is pushed back.now i have more time to think thru it and also to figure it out.lols.
btw,i watched the island last last sat.its damn coincidental.in the sense tt we met glenn's friend outside the theatre,and realised tt he was sitting behind us all the while.we went to the toilets on the same level at lido.we went to have dinner at the same place.we ordered food at the same stall.do u really call that coincidental.lols.i cldnt help but start laughing.cos i keep going like,"eh,its him again."
im actually not looking forward to doin surveys on my weekends.i dunno why.not tt i cant spend my very little time with ahem.but it kind of just turn me off.but anyways,i just stayed on in the group.for some i dunno why reason.i hope the people i approach will be nice and friendly and pls dun reject me.u know those feeling sucks at times.especially when u dun really like the job and u face rejections from ppl.wish me luck.
on a lighter note,im meetin my best friend for dinner tonight.
;11:13:00 AM
Sunday, August 07, 2005
the thot of goin back to sch tmr just turns me off.as much as i want to skip sch,ive decided against it...
just as i was writing in my last entry abt hoping the army will let him out next weekends.my hopes were dashed in just one msg.it doesnt help tt im feeling so sad about it, but i haf to turn ard and comfort him instead cos training seems so tiring and never-ending. maybe i shld stop whining about this and pray hard for him.
felt bad not talkin to this fren of mine ytd.he called but i gave a "so-sorry-but-im-busy-right-now" reply back to him.
btw,im glad i completed 70% of my report.whew.now its the flash shit which i have deep trouble. after not goin to sch for one week...i forget about how to do it even more.bless me.
my place is full of food now.haha.feeling fat.a funny conversation btw me and glenn last night.
me: i wan to go for a swim tmr. glenn: -no reaction me: did u hear me? glenn: yes.but u r not gonna do it. me: haha! -hits him. i think so too.but wat if i really did go? any awards? glenn: ya.i'll give you the "oh-i-cant-believe-u really-went" award. me: -laugh out louds
i ask for god's help in blessing him with whatever he do.i just want him to be happy.i love him.
;10:18:00 PM
just came back frm dinner.really filling.i had a 2 and 1/2 hrs nap in the afternoon.was super tired.i only slept at one plus last night...furthermore,during the trip to KL,we slept pretty late on certain days as well.haha...
ytd was fun.went over to glenn's place in the afternoon to pass him the food i bought from m'sia.haha.we were tryin very hard to figure out how to use his mp3.all because he prefers iriver,which is not very user friendly.haha...considering the fact tt i read the whole manual and still cant upload a single song.lols. we gave up in the end.fetch his bro to church for classes and off i go.he went to meet nick and becky at queensway tho.i refused to go.lols.so met him in town at 6pm.wanted to catch a movie.but it was super crowded.i dun really like it.haha.and i dun fancy sitting right smack in the first row and tt i haf to lift my head up to watch the show and get a blardy neck-ache after tt.
head for dinner.talked alot.becky told him there's some fireworks later.wanted to catch it but too late.the place was f-ing crowded and we end up talking and talking non stop.honestly speaking, when im ard with him,i haf never-ending stories.i wonder why.i talked and whined and gossipped about every single thing.lols.im such a bitch i know.haha...
the worst part was tt he messed up my whole hair.and i had to remove my plaits and look like some crazy women.luckily the bus stop wasnt crowded.reached home at 11plus in the end.and i had crabs for supper.-grins
stupid army is most probably not lettin him out next sat and sun.urghs.im still praying hard tt he can come out tho...and next mth he is gg to brunei for 3 wks.i swear sometimes i hate the army so much.lols.
;7:09:00 PM
Friday, August 05, 2005
im back.but details another day i guess.or perhaps later.too lazy right now.but one thing for sure is i spent a significany amount of my money on food.lols.probably half of it.isnt it scary? from the usual home-cooked food to A&W, viking hotdog, baskin robbins, dunkin donuts, sushi, auntie anne, pasta and pizza, and etc. not forgetting the amount of stuff we bought from carrefour.its enough to last us for probably 2 weeks.