today is a good day.ahem was pretty free the whole day,so ya la.busy msging and stuff.i've got no idea why but im really happy recently... but dun worry,i still hate sch as usual.just feel better or whatever u call that la.when im back home or outside.ya...just pure happy. =)
i miss ahem.weekends are finally coming.oh my,it always seems like forever to come and when it comes,time pass really fast too.how sad... i realised its been quite some time since i did some shopping.the last thing i got was probably a bag...i think.im still in need of a black strap watch.a casual and formal one.haha.no more funky or chunky kind of watch.sleek and cool now. lols.
currently still at 1/10 of my book.been too lazy and tired to read it.haha.but its a nice book.i like. haha.but anw,i haven read the last dan brown book as well.shld i just borrow from ppl or buy one? oh ya.suddenly rmb my da vinci is still with km.haha.its been such a long time.
tmr ending at 5.30pm! yeah! 30mins earlier is like damn good for me.i love fridays now.but sadly its only gonna be like this for probably 7 more weeks.then its back to the usual 6pm.sigh. tep is not tt useful sometime.waste our time mostly.learn limited things.cheat our money. and most importantly,the people aint tt friendly afterall! urgh.im "supposed" to improve my socail and inter-personal skills there.haha.looks like i aint workin hard at it.lols.
i think im not writing in order.im just writing whatever that comes to my mind.i talk abt sch, then ahem den shopping den back to sch and blar blar...haha.who cares anyway.ppl probably just read and forget.i cant be bothered too.im gonna sleep soon.so ending off here.i miss him.
;10:47:00 PM
ytd i fell asleep before glenn msg me...haha.was really tired la.club this fri,this sat or next fri... i cant decide.urgh...how? hmm...perhaps i wun even go for one la.anw,i cant wait for sat and sun... =) im so boredddddd....... school seriously got nothing much to do.im hating this.
wonder how is my day gna be like.perhaps lunch in 15mins time.come back to teh room to do abit of research and work.then wait for daddy to fetch me home.have dinner.use the comp.watch tv.wait for glenn's msgs den sleep... how fun.i want to shop... its been ages.but im supposed to save money for my either birkenstock or papillio slip ons. shit...
i think i need to have a website to sell all my shit stuff.a way to earn more money and perhaps taking up tuition... a thought which haf been lingering for like one year alr...but i just cant do it.i dun wan my students to fail any shit la.i wan them to do well,but im not tt good in studies...
;11:35:00 AM
Wednesday, June 29, 2005
this morning was cool.saw a lady driving a RAV4 and at the back of her car...there's a sign saying, "FUCK OFF" and "Bitch from Hell"... haha.damn funny la...
anw,now i haf more time to decide which design i wan now.yeah.which means ahem might be able to help me with the choosing.haha.also,this weekend will be good.i believe so... i love special days.=) hmm...hope everything turm out good...
oops.i actually wrote this post in the morning.but the supervisor came in so i had to save it as draft first.haha.but my day went alright.nothing much.aint looking forward to anything.eye candy as usual.twice today.school seems to be growing smaller,i mean the amount of people in school la...haha.i cant find any new eye candy la.urghx.sucks...
oh ya.i need to go shopping.realised a lack of formal clothes.haha.really... and also more bottoms. it always revolve the same old shit.how cool.call me vain if you want.but who doesnt want to look good.i mean will u still wear mis-matched clothes to school when you know obviously tt ur clothes are mis-matched? i admit i spend quite abit on clothes and stuff,but most of the time its within my budget.so dun come to me and tell or ask me why am i spending so much on this and that... get it.i hate to answer certain questions.when u see my face change,its a warning to stop asking or else you gna get it from me.when i blow up,its not a very glam scene.ppl hardly see me do that.
i really miss studying...i miss all the mugging times at home and in the sch lib.gives me a sense of achievement after studying.i feel revived and energised.perhaps i shld start some reading up. yea.buck up and stop wasting my time on senseless stuff. its good to be not bothered by anything. my motto in nyp.
anw,i just rmb wat happened this afternoon.so im gna thank chalven for telling his friend about my major problem and thanks so much for wanting to "whack" *** up.haha...its funny.dun spread my problem k.hopefully it will be resolved soon.-wish
;8:47:00 AM
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
last night was horrid.but glad i found someone pretty much on the same frequency as me... haha.but anw,i had my fair share of laughter while talkin to my special fren...lols.stop talking abt u in the queue la.it wun even move...but i wun kick u away as well.haha...
hmm,today was another slack day in sch.nth much.basically games all the way.hurhur... hmm,i want to go for a holiday! i really hope my dates for my block leave can be confirmed soon... so maybe maybe....can go abroad with my bestest khaki... right right? oh ya...my dad says if this yr cannot go overseas, next yr during the hols we do our homework den they will go with us..haha.
;5:05:00 PM
Monday, June 27, 2005
i got no idea but feeling really stressed up now... i want to go clubbing.with my girls of course... im seriously in need of something to de-stress... dun worry.im not a clubbing addict,its just the occasionally dancing freely with my girls make me feel better. u cant be bothered about anything and i really mean anything. i dun need drinks to make me high. just my girls.
the first thing that goes thru ur mind shldnt be "am i les or whatever". im not.dun worry.but the sad part is i dunno how to tell my parents im gg.they gives me freedom but not in clubbing sense.my elder sis frequent these places when she's 18. they din say anything. when i do,they tell me non stop abt the dangers and it pisses me off sometimes. i know how to take care of myself. really.
side track a lil...
friendship needs both parties.it wun work out with just one trying his/her best to save it.i want to thank my bestest khaki here for everything.u're my bestest friend and helps me get discount all the time.we do silly things tog,i totally agree wif joanne abt its tiring taking neoprints,all bcoz we tried a new machine and the fact that we dun understand jap makes it worse.haha...i'll always be there for you.dun worry.=)
;8:39:00 PM
this aint looking good.first i saw my ex bf in school today.den i had to find out my ex bf's current gf's fren is my fren... talking about coincidental... this is too much of a coincidence.haha... btw,here is sth which every single one shouldnt ask me in school... never ever ask it.im gna blow up soon...alright.so DONT EVER ask if i'm going out when im wearing a little nicer than usual. i mean u dun expect me to be in shorts and SW tee everyday rite? i dun think wearing jeans and skirts to school means im going out... ok?
alright...im really really feeling upset now.there's really tears in my eyes.i cant help but feel sad.i pray the army lets him out this weekend.i really do. i miss you.
;8:11:00 PM
ytd's church dinne was alrite... it almost rained,but i think it did rain a little lar...haha.many funny performances by different groups... the food was alright.not bad for the amount which we paid for.but anw,it ended at 9plus and we helped out to keep all the stuff till 10 and head home...
today is another boring day in sch.supervisor not around.haha.saw my eye candy early in the morning.so im pretty satisfied...
;3:02:00 PM
Sunday, June 26, 2005
im really bored at home...this explain why im blogging another entry just after one hour or so. i've got no idea wat to do today.there's more research to be done on IR,but no...i just cant make myself start typing away at yahoo! or google to search for all that crap.i gave up.i have been doing that for the past one week.enough is enough.sad to say,tmr im gonna do that again.so i shall just put this research on hold till tmr.i believe this is a good decision.
my supposed study table is so messy now.piles of papers and accessories.im too lazy the past few days.considering the fact that i bring a different bag to school every single day last week, thus i have different things to bring to school everyday, so i just throw everything out on my table and only take those that i need for that day.haha.
but the few necessities i put in my bag are: poker cards! (hell yeah,dai dee anytime) wallet/keys/hp tissues lanyard! (impt) sweater/jacket (its effing cold there.)
thats about it...if the bag is big,i'll just dump more things in.haha.im gonna stop dressing up to school next week.one week was enough to make up for the past 9 weeks in spt whr its my SW tee shirt and shorts almost everyday... ppl are carrying gucci bag(prob fake) to sch, wearing dress for presentation, wearing totally mismatch clothes to sch and etc... this is crazy. i really cant help it but giggle at ppl who wears mismatch clothes. i mean a lil wasnt tt bad,like wrong shoes with ur clothes. but wat happens when top to bottom to shoes to bag are mismatched, its totally funny. really.u shld all just come to nyp to take a look at this.it happens pretty often. perhaps school wasnt that bad with all these people around. haha...
im not being mean or anything la.just trying to make myself like nyp.i hope my every-two-weeks-must-catch-up-once friend's camp is just behind my sch.so we can meet more often i hope! haha...or is ur camp really behind my sch? lols.im looking forward to hearing more stories. haha...
;3:45:00 PM
im having a headache now...i cant decide on which design i want. urgh...
anw,i had a great day ytd.as usual when im out wif him.met at borders.coz i went out earlier to look at shoes, den head to borders fro some magazines time... bought tix for mr and mrs smith. still long way before the show starts so walked ard adn bought some pancakes and stuff to eat. haha.i eat alot when im out... lols.hmm...took a long walk to taka to look at his shoes,and i ended up looking at my own stuffs as well.we spent quite some time at timberland and guess. preobably 20 mins at each store.bascially coz he cant decide which to get,and he ended up nt buyin anything...haha
saw many familiar faces ytd.and i think i have eye problem.i actually din see Lum May Yee at lido when she walked past me.(he did.) i dint see beverly till he told me.haha.but we met melissa and dennis at borders tho.its really coincidental.coz last sun we were in the same lift as them at cine.den ytd we were at this section browsing thru some books and they were there as well... talking abt spore being small.. how small ar.but anw, den on the way back to lido for our show, we saw daniel and gf coming down after watching the show tt we were abt to watch.
afterall,the movie wasnt tt bad.pretty funny at times.had subway cookies while watching. lols.food food and food.wasnt tt hungry after the show so just walked ard and we head to raffles city...supposed to eat at prego but i wasnt tt hungry.as usual la...so we went suntec and settled at a new restaurant called surf and turf.the food wasnt tt bad and it wasnt crowded.tts bcoz by the time we reached dere its already 9pm. haha...
we had a good laugh over certain things.love it.stories stories and more stories...u have no idea how much i enjoyed bitching and gossipping and whatever you call that... great time out. =)
today i haf church dinner.hopefully the food is good.its been such a long time since there's any major dinner in church.haha.i pray hard for good food and nice weather... lols.
;2:59:00 PM
Saturday, June 25, 2005
here's an essay which stef wrote...
Title: More Than Just A Game
When we lost the game that would end our season this year, i remember going home with sinking feeling, and the realization that my time with the Whitley netball team was up. My last year of play had just ended. Soon, i would stop my CCA entirely to focus on my studies, and by the end of the year, would have to move on to hopefully - bigger and better things.
Even as i look forward to graduation at the end of this year, there is still one aspect of secondary school life that i am not ready to leave behind - netball! I know i'll miss my team. Without netball, the past four years would never have been fulfilling as they are.
It is difficult to put into words my feelings of attachment to the sport that i've devoted my mind, body, heart and soul to for four whole years. For four years, my life revolved around neball. I planned my schedule around practices, and i'm proud to say that in 4 years, i've never missed a single training session without a legitimate reason. When i pulled out of my CCA in April, as all graduating students had to, i suddenly felt as though some vital part of my life was missing, and it hurt just to think about it.
For some perculiar reason, netball has never been very popular with the teachers of Whitley. Since we train 3 times a week, some teachers seem to be of the impression that netballers in general spend too much time on the court, and too little time hitting the books. Several of my teammates as well as myself, have been the targets of remarks from teachers who seem to be at least slightly prejudiced against our primary after-school activity.
Well, as i think about that now, i feel that through netball, i have learnt more than i could ever have learnt through hours of studying. People says that sports build character. Netabll is no different. It has taught me the values of teamwork, the virtues of dedication, perseverance, fair play and sportsmanship. I gained valuable life experience from the sport. Through netball, i have made life-long friends. Character in a person matters mroe than grades abd paper qualifications ever will.
Lotsof my friends think i'm obsessed with netball. Maybe i am. Being netball-mad isn't a crime. How can i ever describe the magical feeling of being part of a close-knit team to a person who's never actually had the pleasure of participating in team sports? Sure, we have our own petty squabbles and disagreements, but when it's game time and we take to the court, everyone operates as one. All hatred is forgotten as seven individuals work towards a common goal. Nothing can ever duplicate the pumping adrenaline rush and sheer joy that comes with every hard fought victory. The bone-tired disappointment of defeat that inevitably pops up every once in a while is not so pleasant, but hey, it's all part of the game: you win some, you lose some.
Like most things in life, netball seems tough at first. Especially in Secondary 1 when you're at the bottom, inexperienced and stuck with all the menial chores like washing the position bibs, and the wheeling out and keeping of the balls and netball poles. The long, sometimes even seemingly endless hours of physical training under the guidance of senior girls trying to lick you into shape often make you wonder if you should just quit and find something else to do with your Tuesday, Thursday and Saturday mornings. But it gets better as you go along, and once you get up to Sec 4, you look back at the last few years with a feeling of fondness, and you're glad, so glad that you never gave up.
Our under-rated team has come a long way. Several times throughout the last few years,we've stuck together to overcome adversity, like this year, when we went into the regional tournament with no coach and no one but ourselves to depend on. Sure we haven't won any major tournaments yet, but we're getting there, and as long as we keep working towards a win against the notoriously good Raffles team, we'll beat them someday. As long as each match is played with a positive attitude, anything is possible.
The closing paragraph of this essay goes out to the Whitley netabll team, especially next year's "B" Division. Keep training! Bishan Park knocked us out of the tournament this year, so let's get our revenge next year. While i won't be playing, i'll be back to cheer! And thanks for being part of the totally wild ride that has left me with nothing but fond memories of my time spent with tis team.
By: Stefanie Loh
;11:48:00 AM
ytd was pretty alright.lunch at jack's place with rajwant,sivan and qiu.we went for a 1 and 1/2 hr lunch break.cldnt help it.they need time to cook tt blardy food.haha.head back to sch for another round of lets-face-the-computer-till-its-time-to-go-home. yup.its seriously boring to hell. i nid some gossips or the latest stories for entertainment purpose. mind you.im living in a fish tank with fishes whom i hardly talk to.u just dun hear the clicking sound.perhaps i need more time.but but... seriously speaking,im alr in sch for 1 yr and i still cant find someone whom i can click with, so wat makes you think that i can find one in just tt 8wks there. i doubt so...
i better stick to my original group. =)
anw,i forgot to wish stef happy birthday.my bad...i hope she comes back soon.i really kind of miss playing netball with her.and not forgetting the rest of the team,whom we shared so much tog.
;11:38:00 AM
Thursday, June 23, 2005
sometimes i do feel handicapped without my digicam.but i've seemed to get over the fact tt it cant be repaired,basically due to the high repair cost which im very unwilling to pay for.also, without a cam i can go out in a much smaller bag,or sometimes bag-less, coz i can always count on glenn to throw all my stuff into his bag. haha.im always tt mean.but hello! i dun expect him to carry my super girly bag for me alright.tt is totally wrong.at least for me.coz it just doesnt match him la.as simple as that.yup.
anw,i haf all my "lovely" friends who haf their cams or phones to let me take pics with. hmm,speaking of that...to those whom i took pics wif,can u guys kindly send me the pics to my email pls.thanks.if possible send to this account. ==> infested.with.scandals@ gmail dot com
oh yea.today is another eye candy day.i just cant help but msg chalven almost everytime i see him...haha.im putting on weight.sobs.all thanks to tep.lemme tell u my day in school... tea break at 10am and 3pm. lunch at 12pm. the rest of the time is basically sitting in front of the computer doin "i-dunno-wat".8.30am to 6pm.mon to fri.pls tell me its gonna end soon...
cant wait for ahem to be out again.he's out now tho.hafing dinner at tampines mall.but gg back soon.he wanted to ask me out for dinner but by the time he reaches bishan,its probably pretty late and cant stay for long.im not the kind who accompanies him all the way back to his camp and gives him a good-bye hug and kiss in public, and act like im not gonna see him again till next yr or sth.i cant see myself doin tt.but tts not only me.im glad to have a friend who share the same sentiment as me.im glad.
the week is coming to an end.hell yeah! i've been waiting so long for it.
;8:46:00 PM
im blog surfing right now.pretty free in sch.haha... and i cldnt help but laugh when i read shaun's blog.haha... anw,sera asked zouk on fri or next sat? i cant decide.furthermore,im not sure if i can go in the first place.sigh.but i wanna see them...how how...
im running out of ideas on wat to write...sheesh.tts because i just heard the lao shu ai da mi song... its pretty irritating after a while.urgh.
realised tt i speak at a normal pace today... ytd was... haha...i speak slowly due to the influence from joanne and charlene.when u listen to them telling u stories...u haf to wait damn long b4 it ends coz they need time to think wat they want to say and they speak at a slow pace... lols.
;11:03:00 AM
went to meet char,charlene and joanne for dinner last night.haha.by the time i reach dere,they finished eating alr.lols.ate at mos.den walked ard the supermarket.bought the mini cone ice cream.haha.its damn cute... cant take it.haha.and guess wat.i saw my eye candy there... lols.one of my comforts in gg to sch is to see some eye candies... grins.if not its damn boring.
anw,den they head to my place.watched tv till its time to head to the airport.so off we go and waited pretty long... its funny seeing them buy SO MANY stuffs back.its really amazing.lols.left before char's mum and charlene's parents are out... we were all too tired alr...
;9:17:00 AM
Wednesday, June 22, 2005
just came back lunch wif chalven.mrc is boring and quiet as usual.3rd day only.i haf 8wks plus to go... i wonder how to hang on to this crap place.i need more entertainment... urgh.
i cldnt decide wat to wear today last night... glenn says just wear a skirt.haha.but i dunno which one.so i ended up in jeans agn... and i actually saw 2 girls(one after another) wearing levi's from top to bottom.the 1st thing tt went thru my mind was like, "shit...shld i still wear mine?" i dunno why also,probably coz those 2 look pretty lian-ish... haha.
;1:34:00 PM
heard sth recently...it simply irks me.wonder why is there such ppl.i really hate them... urgh.cant wait to get out of this place.they seriously sucks... eewww....
;9:16:00 AM
Tuesday, June 21, 2005
hmm...sis fetched me to sch this morning.haha.she passed her driving ytd.lols.tts funny.coz she told my mum tt she passed it and we dun believe it.den the first time when sje said she failed it,we also dun believe it.haha.so its pretty weird in the sense.
anw,tmr gg to the airport to fetch my sis back... char's mum coming back at abt the same time as well....so we're gg there tog..yeah...
was talkin to mal ytd.funny guy...u shld stop contradicting urself abt tt thing...lols.but thanks for all the stories anw...
;9:26:00 AM
Monday, June 20, 2005
first day at my new stopover.market research centre.the name probably just scares some of you.pretty boring place.for now...with nth much on hand.at least there are more computers here,so it means more time to surf around.haha! oh ya.ytd hse warming was quite fun.good food. lots of tidbits.was telling lame jokes to my cousins.playing ard wif the lil kids.grins.
wonder how my next few wks will be like.sigh.i really hate this sometimes.anw,cant wait for ahem to be out again.btw,he got me the dream catcher from taiwan.haha.im happy.yeah!
;4:42:00 PM
Friday last day at spt.buffet.not much food tho.dai deeing the whole time again.no one cares.den went dinner wif parents and head town after gg home to change...
Saturday woke up at 6plus to send my sis off wif parents... went macpherson for breakfast den head to some relative house for a while... whew... so tired. reached home at 10plus and went back to sleep again... woke up at 12 plus to get ready for training...totally drained after tt. mummy help me buy my new bag.haha.happy...
Sunday church as usual.walked ard.den meet glenn in town for movie.watched batman begins.really gd show.continue walking ard, trying to look for new clothes, den he bought a pen for his dad. yup... head home den went for godma's place hse warming alr. pretty nice place. alot of food. plasma tv in the room and living room. cool.
;9:56:00 AM
Thursday, June 16, 2005
sigh
im gonna admit i really do miss him quite abit.
im not exactly alright,but also not exactly not okay...
so dun bother asking am i ok.
i will be once he is back...
a few more days...
i haf this love-hate feeling for the army.first, they take away my bf.but im glad they give him quite a gd pay. then,they bring him all the way to taiwan for 3 wks but i shld be glad they decided to give him 3 days off when he is back.while im in s'pore awaiting for his return, i haf to receive a bad news knowing he haf to go back to camp on the day he is back in s'ppore. how shitty is this.
i know there are other times whr i dun see him for a few wks, but none was as bad as this. u nv know when he will msg or call,all i can do is to wait by the phone, hoping every beeping of my hp is him.no kidding.i really wish its him.
cant wait for him to be back.show him all my new stuffs.update him on my life.get the latest gossips in camp (btw,they r damn interesting).go for movies.dinners.shopping.blar blar.
all in all.i miss him.
ps: i dunno why the sudden entry abt him.dun ask.
;9:47:00 PM
im in sch now.haha.really bored.as usual.
anw,thanks to this special friend who haf been calling and catching up with me these couple of weeks.all bcoz u know my ahem is not ard so i need some company...thanks alot. and im sure u're very happy tat she asked u out.
hmm...i got a blue black on my leg.fid kicked me accidentally ytd during kick boxing class... hell yeah ytd...all the SW students
so...been dai dee-ing very often this whole week... got nth much to do. haha.
char...i cannot decide which birkies i want lah... how...
;3:17:00 PM
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
i hate effing pissing ppl.they always sucks.
i fucking hate them.to the core.
;11:51:00 AM
STOP THINKING THAT U R DAMN SMART AND COOL ALRITES? U SHOULD JUST FUCK OFF SERIOUSLY.... U R PISSING PPL OFF. FUCK YOU!
;10:54:00 AM
Monday, June 13, 2005
im bored in sch.oh my gosh.it doesnt help when the business students are having a 2 weeks break.it simply means no eye candy for 2 blardy weks.urgh.sucks.
one more week till glenn is back.hell yeah! gna be updating him on the latest stories. haha.i cant wait for him to be back.=) miss him.
the room is freezing now.woah...
off to check out some blogs now. tata.
;1:49:00 PM
Sunday, June 12, 2005
doing my summary report now.its pretty alrite.just that im really lazy to continue now.haha. been surfing ard.looking at stuff.at least im 1/3 done for the report.lucky...
anw,i better go back and do abit more before i rest... so off i go.
ciao!
;4:34:00 PM
hell yeah to yesterday!
first i met malc in town.in search of a bday pressie.but we haf absolutely no idea wat to buy and the funny part,he din bring alot of money out.so ta-da! we ended up looking for a coffee place to sit down and chat.so we went coffee bean.chat chat chat.love it.thanks so much man.and i love ur stories all the time...haha.im lying.u cldnt stop talking abt these 2 people right? but thanks alot. we'll do it soon again right? dun worry.u're still in the queue.=) ps: dun bring such an ugly paper bag out next time alrites?
hmm...next was meetin sera at far east.intro mal and sera to each other.den he left.so we walked ard.looking for stuff.den settled at LJS.rest and pure chatting.head to boat quay tcc at 8plus. we din get lost there.an absolutely wonderful and great ambience place.i love it totally.waited downstairs for half an hr b4 we got seats upstairs... wif cushions and bean bags everywhr.a superb place for gossiping,chatting,catching up,slacking,resting and blar blar...chalven den joined us.left at 11plus.supposed to head home.alright.sera did tho.she went home.me and chalven head to bishan mac to continue chatting,coz i din really wanna go home.yup.talked abt so many things.we just love sec school life and the people there.thanks so much again for ytd k... reached hm at 1plus in the end...
i had an amazing 2 days.thanks to the girls and sec sch frens.
hey char! next next wk free? thanks for the photo album today.=) i'll try to make it full k.but i dun think we took THAT many pics right? perhaps u shld send me those tt we took using ur cam.i miss you.
;2:11:00 PM
Saturday, June 11, 2005
thanks to the girls who made my night ytd great...first was meetin yunx yanz and kaixin at the train station.big big hug to yunx! oh my! walked ard.joked as usual.laughters everywhr.i love it.ate at cine pasta.damn full la.den we continued walking ard.den the walk to far east from hereen was never ending.at least for meiyun.she was pretty gone by the time she reached there. haha. we had our fair share of laughter over several funny incidents.esp the 2 ladies at the salon. i tell u we cldnt stop laughing.really... den i said sth stupid while yan when to the atm...
me and yun were sitting down.in front of us was the security table.den the phone rang...
-ring ring- and i went like, "hello,far east plaza,security guard speaking." -she burst into laughters-
haha...oh ya.i almost forgot to add caroline in to our shopping ard... thanks girls for the pressie too. love u guys.
hmm...was on the train b4 meetin them...den coincidentally i was on it wif eileen.clare,benson, yuanzhi,benny and coreen. den,the most qiao part was tt benson know coreen as well. s'pore is damn small.i must say tt again.yea.
;3:37:00 PM
Thursday, June 09, 2005
blardy tired now.urgh.someone is supposed to call today.but no! i dunno why he din call.shld i even stay awake to read his msg? hmm...lemme see.
anw,just completed one of my reports and my proposal.whew~ looks like my weekend wun be tt bad.=) one more report to go.i finish my peer evaluation as well.im proud of it tho. its just filling in numbers...haha! been blog hopping.tryin to get some news and stuff.lookin at pics.in between all these reports and blog hopping...i haf to talk to my frens over the phone.im a pretty fast worker huh...btw,collected my dumplings today.daddy fetch me home again! yeah.i dun wan to take the train wif dumplings in my hands. lols!
im satisfied wif my earrings collection now.still thinking of wat colors i dun haf.
my sat is gna be damn packed if mal is coming out.morning gg to sim for some games briefin which i got zilch idea wat im gna be doin. afternoon wif mal. night wif sera. bev is in m'sia. =)
jam n hop again tmr.but im nt gg.haha...
gtg! i need to sleep soon.really tired.nights!
-love
;11:01:00 PM
cheers to nyp for adding 3 more pairs of earrings to my collection... yeah! i guess this is the first time i snd happy talkin abt nyp.grins... coz they r havin some fashion fair or sth lidat la...but the clothes they sell are horrible looking.yup.the earrings are the only comfort.lols.cca fair today and tmr.damn crowded and noisy...btw,i realised tt i haven seen my eye candy for 1 wk plus alr. this sucks.perhaps its tellin me to find a new one.i think i have one new one now tho. -chuckles-
hmm...tmr meeting yanz and yunx.yippie!
sat meetin mal den most prob sera at night...i nid to start workin on my reports soon. urgh.
;12:55:00 PM
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
IM EFFING BORED.
yea.b-o-r-e-d.i haf stuff to do.but plain lazy and tired.i plan to go for a run.but no.my legs are telling me to rest.urgh.maybe school wasnt tt bad afterall... at least i get to see how weird some ppl dress.perhaps tts the only comfort i haf in school. sad to say tho.
oh ya! anand was in the gym today but i missed seeing him totally.coz i was on leave! urgh! this sucks.he msged to ask if i was dere.but NO.i was slackin back at hm. but i saw him and denesh last fri tho. =) i dint say hi but just msged him after tt.and tada! they saw me as well.
hmm...looks like birkies haf to be put on hold.firstly,i cant decide on the design.so got to wait till ahem is back and help me.secondly,its out of my budget for this mth. i seriously hope birkies wun be the trend in nyp after i bought it.i'll kill myself if it does... really...
with the influx of birkies lookalike in singapore... i doubt it la. -trying to comfort myself-
btw,my dad is gna pay for my driving lessons! yeah! coz he said my sis is dumb not to take his money to learn it last time... haha.he told her he will pay for it alr,but she insisted on learning after earning her own money. yippie!
missing you...
;8:04:00 PM
its raining now! haha...the weather is like pretty hot the past few days la.but i doubt the rain will last long.probably half an hr...anw,i went for a swim today! yeah.45mins non stop.alright...i know its damn short la.but lets just consider the fact tt im lazy when it comes to exercising... lols.
i really wasnt like this last time.netball 4 times a week 3 hrs in the hot sun everytime was alright...now i complain when im in the sun.sigh.hmm,so many things to hand in next wk.im shit and gone.got to rush rush rush.help help!
;6:39:00 PM
Monday, June 06, 2005
shit...im missing the times in sec sch agn.sigh.this is bad.im gna start lamenting over every single thing again.i miss my girlfriends... the funny guys in class... everything.
SIGH...
i wonder wat m i doin in nyp la.lousy place.urgh.this sucks.even my pri sch frens are better. seriously...hmm,hey eebing! wonder when will all of us be meeting agn...
anw,im missing my ahem now as well.3 more days till i see a msg or receive a phone call.i hope time will pass faster...but again...of time pass so fast,i haf to hand in so many shit next week.i haven even started.fcuk it.i dun even know how to do la.sheesh...
alright...anw,these 3 wks w/o ahem wasnt tt bad afterall...my 1st weekend was occupied. 2nd weekend will be taken by the girls on fri,hopefully mal on sat and sun is free... den the 3rd weekend is house-warming at godma's place on sun.whew~ blessed me....
sometimes when i think of the past...everything seems to pass by so fast.unknowingly(alrite,i quite know it la), ermm...2yrs plus just went by...im still in the *****(i dunno wat word to put in) mood.almost everytime i see him,i try to make it a point to dress properly and appear prim and proper in front of his friends.hmm...i hope things will stay the same always... =)
;4:05:00 PM
saturday bbq was great.loads of food.haha! was damn full la.den ytd bought skirt and earrings agn.u know why.coz my mum made a comment abt my earrings...she said,"actually ur earrings also not alot mah." this spurs me to buy new ones.-grins-
hmm...just came back frm lunch wif sis and mum.went back to sch for my presentation in the morning tho.everything went pretty well.whew~ only completed my slides the day before.
looks like its gna be another boring day at home.tv and sleep all the way.=) but i love it.
im still on leave tmr tho.it means waking up late... yeah.
;1:31:00 PM
Saturday, June 04, 2005
im tired of asking and trying.
anw,had a talk wif mal ytd.he wanted to watch a show but i was too tired.lols.we r talkin abt the past half the time.like how we know each other and he will start makin fun of me bcoz of jin.blar blar.haha...but thanks anyway for calling on a boring friday night.=)
hmm...im still bored at hm.my saturday is so different.almost every sat is my day wif ahem.sigh. normally,i'll start looking for clothes to wear at 12plus.den try on this and tt till 1plus.wait for his msg.watch tv for a while den go dress up and off i go.but today...im stucked at home.BUT,only for the afternoon,got some church bbq by my sis in the evening.=) i smell food.made my parents buy stingray and more hotdogs.lols.
sheesh...im not gna be receiving any msgs or calls till next thu.sigh.but nvm.
;11:25:00 AM
Thursday, June 02, 2005
oh no.supposed to complete my proj today.but i was lazing ard and took a short nap at 6 just now.haha...but im happy now! coz glenn just called all the way frm taiwan.-smiles- but it got disconnected twice so we gave up and he will call agn another day.lols.anw,2 weeks plus to go. its not tt long afterall.
;10:46:00 PM
only 3 people were in the spt room ytd.everyone is on leave.im on leave today.yeah! a day without nyp is good.anw,had dinner wif chalven,davson,alex,deeg and shaun ytd at pastamania. poor davson is gg in soon.one less friend.anw,card tricks leaves me in awe sometime.chalven u better master more and show me.haha! walked ard and saw rina(whatever the spelling alrite.) and friends.hurhur.-hides-
hmm...choc cookies agn today.it took me 2 hrs.coz i take damn long to sift the stupid flour.call me slow.wanted to go for a swim just now.but laziness taking control as usual.thats my favourite excuse.glenn always complain abt me being lazy.lols.
btw,may the person who stole yewteng's stuff get their retribution.i just met him one wk ago tho. haven been catching up wif him.sigh...
dear god.i haf this simple wish.please grant it to me.=)