im so tired la...sigh...so angry wif some ppl la...urgh...
cant wait for the week to end la.haha.den next week is my long awaited hols!! yippie!!
;3:05:00 PM
Monday, August 23, 2004
im bored...haha...a lil update...yanz and yunx came over to nyp on mon...so sorry guys...cldnt accompany u all for long...anw,my wk was bad and boring la...so i cant rmb wat actually happened the whole week...sigh...only rmb min and khorkai making fun of that thing la... haiz... went to the club to study again...only finished one chpter of marketing...im too lazy to blog anymore now...so tata~
good luck to yanz and yunx for their common tests...
;10:12:00 AM
Friday, August 20, 2004
im damn sad now...no reason again...so shitty....i swear...this week hasnt been goin well enuf for me...sigh...i miss my frens man...seriously...was clearing my files the otehr day den it brought back alot of memories i had in cj...open up the history file and i see stacks and stacks of unread notes...den my "wonderful" test papers...esp the one ms yeow wrote sth on it...sigh...IM SAD.
to make things worse...i haven been meeting up wif most of my frens...sigh...i miss so many ppl...
;3:42:00 PM
Wednesday, August 18, 2004
im so bored in school now.using teh computer in sch.so laggy...haiz...anw,went out wif sera,zhenyang,leeyong and zhenyand's fren on sun...wen to watch twin effect.haha.funny show...den me,sera and leeyong walked from ps to far east the bus stop den went hm...lols! wanted to go watch the fireworks thing.but by the time the show ends,too late oredie...sigh...
im damn bored of school man...seriously....
;10:56:00 AM
Friday, August 13, 2004
havin this fuckin lessons now.the teacher is damn shit and fuck la...anw,gna have accounting test ltr.hope i can pass lar...grins...tmr still got make up lecture...how dumb can it get...haha...hopefully i can get to some retail therapy...shopping...!!! yeah!! after this week gna slack a lil...coz next week only got one test...and tue im gna go for my hospital appointment...sigh... the teacher is walkin ard...better stop now... so tata~
;3:06:00 PM
Tuesday, August 10, 2004
okay...the supposed meeting wif sera last sun was cancelled,so it kind of got me thinkin into some stuff la...those times i spent in sec sch.sigh...
i miss..
- the ppl there...esp my class 4e2.i believe we r the best class la.haha...
- the small field juz beside the bball court whr we wld play soccer dere.and the steep hill we wld always run down to get the ball but haf trouble climbing back up.
- the soccer field whr we play all sorts of games dere,and i rmb the first time bevie head a soccer ball dere...grins.
-my very own table in class,wif all my graffiti dere.haha...
-the drink stall uncle who introduce me to all his "customers"...den tell them my name is xiao mao.(small cat). haha.juz bcoz when i was in sec 1 he saw me playing wif a cat...lols.
- the netball court whr we played and trained our hearts out.
- running along the corridors and see ppl whom i know...
- listening to miss cheong's stories durign chem lessons...
- gg to the counsellor room to collect my books from teh cupboards.
- the way mrs teo scolds me for crossing my legs...
- how i get the stutters when i need to make announcements in front of the whole sch...
- running ard the sch during pe and trgs...
- sitting at the back of the assembly grounds whr we wld chat wif each other.
the list juz go on and on...sigh.in the melancholy mood now.
i seriously miss netball.still rmb stef tellin me i din know u wld get into the sch team coz u dun look good when i first went for the trials...and i prove her wrong by doin pretty well in the trials...den how we trained hard for carnivals adn tournaments.all our disputes were set aside when we were on court.i miss coordinating wif peiling abt our moves.i miss shouting out "slow down everyone!" , "nicely wendy!" , "run out for the ball!" everything was so nice.den how Mun Wai our coach made us do diff ball drills till we were so tired but nv give up.how she made me do push ups for doing 1 and 1/2 step.i miss planning for the inter-house tournament,where i purposely let other houses play in the first game so my house can look at their strategies...haha.i miss torturing my juniors,make them run,do push ups,sit ups,etc...
as my life goes on to the next stage...i din miss those stuff i did in sec sch tt much...i was enjoying my stay in cj till the nightmare came....i was thinkin abt withdrawing and how my frens cried so hard to make me stay...my last day in cj was such a emotional day for me. it was the teachers' day celebration last yr.everyone was so happy and we brought food and all to eat...den i dunno why the crying started...the girls in my class started singing a song to me, everyone knows im a sucker for tt.i cant control my tears all the time.so i broke down.den ppl come hugging and askin me to take care and stuff.i rmb how xuemei hugged and said a prayer for me.i was really touched...as i looked at the photos they took of me crying,my eyes nv fail to turn teary...den sheena came up to my class to bring me down to the canteen.the netballers had a lil cake for me and mr. liu,coz it was teachers' day as well.i know iwasnt tt close to all of them other than sheena and meiting...coz i din join the team at first...im reeally kind of sad now...sigh...
+ i miss those times...will you bring me back again... +
;3:21:00 PM
juz came back frm sch.pretty shit.had lect for 3hrs.boring,esp econs.i haf nv ever understood a single lecture man...he was juz trying to complete whatever he is supposed to complete la.damn shit.so i ended up doing my tutorial for stats next week...so happy. coz i got more time to go out on sat and sun den...yeah! effective writing tut was plain boring.the new teacher talk so slow and was so so draggy...shit her! lols!
anw,went town wif mum for a while on sun...nth much.din buy alot of stuff la.sigh...maybe this week i shall go shopping.but feelin broke as usual...anw,joel called me at 10plus in the morning la.asked whr am i,den i was like im at bugis wif my mum...den he was damn sad coz he thot i was gg back to church...but im not.im sad too la...coz he came down on sun specially to see me!!haha...im juz kidding...he went down to see the ABS guys and the rest la...den he forgot to tell me earlier tt he is gg down...so shit la.den he wanted to ask me out on sat but i was oredie out...lols! dunno how to call earlier one la...haha.anw,shall ask him to go st mike's this sun.grins...
i've got a test tmr,i know im gna do badly.but still not gna give up yet la,shall study as much as i can...=) sigh.im missing so many things now...
;3:12:00 PM
Friday, August 06, 2004
juz had 2 tests this week.wasnt as bad as i thot.but still got mistakes la.studied real hard for econs la.lols.anw,gna watch the village either tmr or next mon.hehe.so happy.nv watch any movie for the past one mth le.
juz went for prata wif sivan,eileen,khorkie,jacq,clare and wanping. so funny man.like we cant communicate wif the uncles dere coz they dun understand us and we understand them.lols.den we took forever to take our orders and take forever to collect the money...so fun.took pics of jacq secretly and she tickle me the whole time.haha.den we ask the uncle dere to help us take a pic for all of us...grins...
went for mass wif glenn after tt.pretty nice.but got no seats...sigh. den went thomson plaza to collect sth.saw a nice nike top.shld i get it?the price is pretty okay la.nt tt bad...den was on his way to his place to collect my lock and lock box,met his mum and cousin.haha...so we all walked back tog.din stay for long...haha.got guests at his place...
my comp so lagging,dunno why cannot check the bloody timings for movies.sigh.i need to study real real hard from now on.any free time will be study study study...lols.im gna be a nerd soon.as commented by sivan.
im goin for some church performance thingy on sun nite wif sera.yeah!can finally see her...coz lee rong got some performance la,so ask yus to go.dunno if bevie and aimz coming anot...i miss those babes man...
;9:15:00 PM
Tuesday, August 03, 2004
my comp got prob again.so cldnt really blog la.anw,went to meet the usual on sun...so glad to see them.girls just got so much to gssip abt.yunx msged me at 1.30pm askin to meet at 2.inthe end she was late,tts nth new.lols.but nvm.i wasnt on time as well.went to amk lib to study.she brought along her laptop but stupid lib cannot use. dunno why oso.im computer idiot.hahaa.anw,sat ard to study a lil.den called cindy to ask her is she reachin.and this girl is actually SLACKING at hm.we almost wanted to kill her la.anw,by the time she reached the lib is closing in 30mins time.lols.
took a bus to mac coz yanz says mac got wireless.it really have lar,but dunno why still cant use it.saw my juniors from sec sch,so we went over to ask them are they usin wireless,hopefully they can help us.but they r not.sad.anw,ended up studying a lil...den cindy left.so we went to pao pao to eat.gossip,crap,eat,drink,...
den...we went over to yunx place...haha.we were discussing abt how to decorate yunz room and all.wrote down wat to buy and all la.tried on yunx clothes.lols.so funny lar...i mean i was funny...agree yunx?
ytd was shit man.the 8am lect started 20mins late due to some system down la.den it ended at abt 9.30 when its supposed to end at 10. anw,went to eat den to the lib to do some studying.everything was weird den with the "invasion" of someone.not tt bad la,juz feel weird adn all.den went for lab session.the lessons ended at like 3? when its a 3hr lesson.i seriously dunno wat the hell la.
went lib to study again.i failed,cldnt concentrate.felt like sleeping.den everyone left at 6 so i was alone.lucky yan saved me by talkin to me.char oso...she was like when we meeting...got so many things to tell me.haha.she's making sth else for me to eat again! den i requested for another oreo cheesecake!!! so smart of me.its really damn nice la.haha.
today was ok...had lect for 3hrs.the econs lecturer just went on and on and i totally catch no ball lor.i cldnt even understand the first slide and he reached the 4th slide on the next pg oredie...we got to do the reading ourselves.wat the \? den effective writing test was postponed to fri! urgh. now i got to go back to sch on fri! fcuk man.all my lessons were actually cancelled la.now...shit man.den we decided to cancel stats lesson at 2 oso.so it's postponed to tmr 8am.
den my accounts make up lecture tmr is POSTPONED to next sat.wat the helllll!!!!
everything in poly is so shitty.teachers cancelling and postponing the lessons all the time.make me waste my time in sch la.im so angry. urgh! went hm to sleep after eating wif sivan adn min.so tired can...so i set the alarm at 3.hoping i can get some rest.den dunno why the whole world is like msging and calling me.not tt im blaming you all k.dun worry.juz so coincidental tt when i want to sleep all the msgs and calls coming in.
im so tired oredie.need to watch tv to de-stress.lols.